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Discovering My Grandfather's Secret Nazi Past

Season 1, Ep. 71

Julie Lindahl always knew there was something different about her family. Her German grandparents had fled to Brazil after the war, but she didn't know why. Until she discovered her grandfather was in the SS—the elite guard of the Nazi regime, responsible for some of their worst atrocities. In this episode, Julie explores guilt, accountability, and why confronting the past is the key to healing.


Julie's book, The Pendulum, is available here on Amazon.


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