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To Love All Of Me

My Sexual Healing Journey & The Courage to Be Seen in Love

Season 1, Ep. 15

In today’s episode, I open up and share vulnerably about my sexual healing journey.


I talk about how dating for me can feel easy in the beginning… but how it often becomes more challenging the deeper it goes. Because that’s when my triggers, fears, and old wounds around love and intimacy start to surface. 


I also share how a man I recently dated opened my heart and soul to singing again — something I will forever be grateful for ❤️


I share why I chose not to pursue my online women’s community, and how that experience still brought me so much love and healing.


This is a deeply personal episode about my healing journey — one that has taken many years, shaped me into who I am today, and led me to a place of deeper love and compassion for myself.


I really hope this episode reaches whoever needs it and opens your heart - even if just a little ❤️✨

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