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Should I Quit: My Grudge?

Season 3, Ep. 47

Jacki has had a grudge against her cousin for the past three years. Jacki turned to her cousin during a tough time and left the situation feeling really abandoned and betrayed. But now, years later, still hurt, she’s wondering – is this grudge really serving her? 


This week on Should I Quit? Jacki and Vanessa discuss how we process hurt and move forward. 


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