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I Gotta Be Me

As the movie about his parents comes closer, Jay gives an open and honest talk about some of the complications that life brings…because life is complicated! He discusses the idea of Hope and asks, ‘what does hope mean?’ Jay discusses the need to speak our truth, but to do so honestly and not just for the shock value of it. He dives into the idea of non-binary thinking and how two opposite ideas can be true at the same time. It’s so easy to be critical of ‘the other’ – but we also need to be a critic of ourselves. Jay brings up the concept of living in the grey and why we shouldn’t fear it. And discusses how he is a prisoner of hope.


This talk was given on Sept 05, 2021 in Seattle, Washington.


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