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The Magicians: Am I Just a Shadow You Drew? v2

Season 1, Ep. 974

When Lance Alexander steps through what looks like an ordinary portal, he expects a quick shortcut through time. Instead, he stumbles into a world where he—and everyone he loves—exist only as characters in a stranger’s imagination. His life, his pain, his magic… all just words on a page.

In this episode, Lance confronts the terrifying possibility that he is nothing more than a dream someone else dreamed. A shadow someone else drew. And when he seeks out the author who created him, the encounter spirals into a reality‑breaking collision between creator and creation.

Step into the halls of time, where nightmares bleed into truth, and discover what happens when a Magician learns he might not be real at all.

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