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Interview with a schizophrenic

Episode 49 - JK Valentine Part 2

Season 2, Ep. 49

We welcome back JK. In this episode Joshua talks more deeply about his psychosis & hallucinations. We hear details of the chronic trauma he goes through, a malaise common to schizophrenics, and a reminder why we need to keep raising awareness.


#schizophrenia #hallucinations #trauma


Music: Lafayette Blues - Will Harrison


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** Duncan's links:

** Amazon: https://amzn.to/4cX9UeI

** Homepage: https://iwasme.co.uk

** Youtube : https://bit.ly/460OkUl

** Patreon: https://bit.ly/3zCVPVf

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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode.

00:00:37: Welcoming Joshua.

00:01:03: Discussing Joshua's Psychotic Symptoms.

00:01:29: Interview Starts with Joshua.

00:02:57: Joshua begins sharing his journey and his psychosis.

00:06:00: Joshua's experiences with his changing psychosis.

00:07:48: Examining the effects of Joshua's psychosis on his behavior.

00:08:34: Joshua's struggles with social situations and public discourse.

00:10:05: Joshua’s perspective on the evolution of mental health for people with severe conditions.

00:14:00: Joshua's recent experiences with hallucinations and commands.

00:15:07: Tactile hallucinations and the perceived presence of bugs in Joshua's body.

00:16:57: Discussion about Joshua's hallucinations and experiences.

00:19:34: Lighter commentary on Joshua's hallucinations.

00:20:27: Acknowledgment of the chronic torture of living with psychosis.

00:21:30: Discussing the genetic nature and impacts of the condition

00:22:19: Struggling with acceptance and denial of the condition

00:23:46: Commentary on the medical system in America

00:25:03: Process of applying for disability and its challenges

00:26:13: Final thoughts, seeking empathy and understanding for schizophrenia

00:27:58: Reasons to be hopeful despite mental health challenges

00:28:39: Closing remarks and plans for the future episodes

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