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Interview with a schizophrenic
Episode 48 - Benjamin Part 2
We welcome back Benjamin for further discussion today. Ben, talks more about his mental journey from his 20s to the present day. We touch on the aspect of pre-cognition, a characteristic feature of psychotic experiences.
#precognition #energies #loss
Music: House of Cards - Wellmess feat. Divity
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00:00:30: Welcome to the Interview
00:00:41: Introducing Guest - Benjamin
00:01:27: Start of Benjamin's story
00:17:07: The Ineffectiveness of the Modern-Day Schooling System
00:18:19: Losing Things in His
00:20:45: Benjamin's Struggle with the Law
00:22:14: Moment of Realization and Self-Acceptance
00:23:08: Benjamin Checking Himself into Rehab
00:23:14: Checking into rehab at
00:24:09: The turning point leading to rehab at
00:26:02: Entering final rehab and maintaining sobriety
00:27:15: Discussing psychotic experiences
00:30:20: Closing and thank you message
00:30:54: Outro Song
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