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Running Through The Pain - Jordan Black
In this deeply moving episode, Jordan Black reduces Ellie to tears by opening up about his not only his traumatic childhood, but his time in the army, and the unimaginable loss of his beautiful baby daughter, Aurora.
Through heartbreak and grief, he has found a way to turn his pain into purpose, running for charity and keeping her memory alive with every step. He shares about some of his darkest times, and the strength he has somehow found to carry on.
A true inspiration, and an honour to have on the podcast.
This episode is proudly sponsored by Face Therapy - https://www.instagram.com/facetherapy_
⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions around grief, trauma, domestic violence, baby loss, and emotional distress which some viewers may find upsetting. Please listen with care.
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