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Ketamine Part 3: Into the Lillyverse

Ep. 3

The John C. Lilly episode! We discuss John Lilly's love and abuse of dolphins, potential three letter agency affiliations, float tanks (he invented them!), and of course, Ketamine. We read at length from John's autobiography, The Scientist, and discuss his proclivity for taking massive amounts of Ketamine later in his life. RIP John Lilly you would have hated ChatGPT.



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Sources Referenced in this Episode


John Cunningham Lilly. The Scientist : A Metaphysical Autobiography. Berkeley, Ca, Ronin Pub, 1997. https://archive.org/details/scientist00lill/page/6/mode/2up


Jeffrey, Francis, and John Cunningham Lilly. John Lilly, so Far--. Tarcher, 1990.

https://archive.org/details/johnlillysofar0000unse/mode/2up



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This podcast addresses sensitive subjects, including drugs, addiction, and related topics. The information presented is for educational purposes only and should not be construed as medical advice.

The hosts and guests are not licensed medical professionals. Do not rely on any information discussed in this podcast to make decisions regarding your health or well-being without first consulting a qualified healthcare provider.

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Use of this podcast implies agreement and understanding that any reliance on material contained herein is at your own risk. The producers, hosts, guests, and affiliated parties are not liable for any damages arising from the use of this podcast.

Engage with the content responsibly, critically, and with an open mind. If you or someone else is struggling with substance abuse or addiction, please seek professional help immediately.

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