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Jing Chen


Andrew: Hi, you're tuned into 90.7FM, KALX Berkeley. My name is Andrew St Sing and this is The Graduates, the interview talk show where we speak with UC Berkeley graduate students about their work here on campus and around the world. Today I'm joined by Jing Chen from the department of molecular and cell biology. Hey Jing, how are you doing today?

Jingxun Chen: Good. How are you, Andrew?

Andrew: I'm doing well. Thank you for asking.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, it's a little wet today.

Andrew: Yeah, kind of a bummer.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah. We do need some rain, though, in California,

Andrew: I guess so. I moved from the East Coast to get away from rain, but, oh well. All right, well, let's get started talking about your research here. Can you tell us a little bit about what you do on campus?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah. I'm a fifth year graduate student from Elçin Ünal's lab at the molecular and Cell Biology Department. The overall goal of our lab is to understand the process of sexual reproduction and how the DNA material, proteins and organelle can be distributed faithfully from generation to generation. For me particularly, I'm interested in the questions of how an organism can pass on genetic material faithfully to its next generation.

So, all of us have half of our genetic material from each of our parents. While we know that fact, we know way less about how our parents can distribute this DNA material faithfully, generation after generation. And that's exactly the key question to answer if, what happened if there are errors that occur in this process, which would result in genetic disorders such as Down's syndrome and miscarriages in human. For my graduate study, I investigate a protein complex, that's involved in distributing DNA in this sexual reproduction process.

And this protein complex is called the kinetochore, which is a physical structure that bridge between DNA and a machinery that actually pull chromosome apart called the microtubules. I study one tiny little protein in there. And what's interesting about this protein is that during sexual reproduction in the organism that I study, it fluctuates. It disappear for a while and then come back. And this fluctuation is important for separating the DNA faithfully. And so our laboratory, including myself, take part in understand how the production and destruction of this protein is controlled in this particular cell division event.

Andrew: What organism do you study?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, I use this organism called budding yeast or baker's yeast. It's a single cell organism, it's very small. We actually all know about them. We add into our bread to make it rise, and that's the yeast that we use to study this process.

Andrew: Okay, so why do you use it instead of a human cell, if we're interested in humans.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, that's a great question. So actually yeast share many, many things with us like the basic process by which it generates sex cells or gametes, they are very similar to human, but yeast is way easier to grow. You can grow them in a huge volume. There are many, many cells to study and they are very good with manipulation by genetic means.

So you can change their genetic material very easily. As a geneticist, we often ask the question, what would happen if you break something so we can generate mutants? I'm not sure if you guys know the movies that talks about mutant- can you guess what that movie is?

Andrew: The movie that talks about mutants? All I'm thinking of right now is X-Men. Is that what movie you're talking about?

Jingxun Chen: Exactly, right? So we talk about mutants, we ask "if we change our DNA material what would happen?"

Andrew: Wait, are you saying that if we change our DNA we could become the mutants from X-Men?

Jingxun Chen: Wow. I don't know about that. I won't go there but the thought is similar, right? If we change part of the DNA, we can generate what we call phenotype or things that can be different from the normal conditions. And then by doing that, we can ask "what's the function of this particular thing that you change?"

It's almost like you want to understand the function of an engine. You take apart part of the engine and ask, "well, what happened to the engine?" So, similarly, we can do some similar things to the budding yeast. We change its genetic material and ask what will happen to the process of sexual reproduction. And yeast is excellent in doing that. So we can put in foreign DNA, we can change this genome, and then we can study the process.

Andrew: How do you actually put in the foreign DNA?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, yeast take up foreign DNA after heat shock. You can heat the cells to 42 degree and adding bunch of different solute and foreign DNA. They just are very good at taking up the foreign DNA and make changes in the genome, incorporating the DNA that they uptake.

Andrew: You just heat it up with DNA and the DNA goes into the yeast cell?

Jingxun Chen: The ballpark is exactly that. Yeah.

Andrew: Cool. So that doesn't sound that complicated. Is that generally how you make mutants?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, it's one of the way we do that, and now there're more sophisticated method like using CRISPR-Cas9 system, which I'm sure you'll hear more about from the Berkeley community later, but you can do more targeted engineering, but yeast are really good at that. Even before we can use CRISPR and Cas9.

Andrew: so yeasts have historically been useful, but maybe now we'll be seeing other organisms be more prominent as genetic manipulation becomes more easy?

Jingxun Chen: Absolutely. Yeah, but yeast still have the advantage of growing really fast, and we have a lot more microscopy or molecular biology tools that we can use to steady the process while other organism have their other aspect that they're advantageous of, but they're also disadvantaged compared to yeast.

Andrew: So what kind of tools... What do you do in a lab?

Jingxun Chen: We look at cells under microscope. We have fluorescent microscope where we can genetically manipulate a yeast cell to fluoresce after labeling different type of proteins. So we can watch them under microscope and see how these protein move around, how they change over different stages of the cell, dividing.

Andrew: When you say that you genetically manipulate it to fluoresce, that means...

Jingxun Chen: So you can put another protein on a protein that's expressing yeast. And then when you shine light to that protein, because GFP, for example, will fluoresce, and then you can track the molecule that you actually attach the GFP onto.

Andrew: Cool.

Jingxun Chen: You can follow it over time. And so microscopy is a major part in our lab, running gels or these devices where you can separate protein by size and charge, and those will be another way to follow protein.

And there also, you can grow cells in different conditions, and you can put them on plates and look at their morphology change. Do they have weird shade? Do they grow a thicker cell wall or something? You can assess a lot of different things.

Andrew: So have you always been interested in this level of biology, this microscopic scale of biology?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, funny thing's, actually, I wasn't too interested in biology growing up. What I was very fascinated about when I was a little kid, you know, extreme weathers like tornadoes, like stars, the universe and all those kind of natural changes of, you know, colors and things that capture my eye more than a boring biology class where we learn about body parts and ow does the heart work.

I didn't fell too captivated by that, but a switch kind of happened after I moved to the States. Actually I was born in China, and then I moved here for high school with my grandmother. That's when I met a wonderful biology teacher who completely changed my view about what biology about. In the class, we look at DNA replication models, you know, we pull apart these little balls and stick and try to put it back together to mimic what happened at the DNA level. We look at live cells under microscope. We can see these cells dividing, like onion tip. Who knew you have tracks of cells line up and just waiting to be divided?

And we watch videos, we do experiment, and it just, different, you know. Biology become an actual interesting subject rather than just a bunch of fact that we need to memorize. And so that changed my whole perspective and got me into biology.

Andrew: You'd say it was that one class, that one teacher?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, I mean all it takes is one teacher, a good, caring teacher who show you a different aspect of what you didn't know before. That's all it takes.

Andrew: That was your first science class in high school?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, it was, yeah, right after I moved to States. It was my first science class.

Andrew: So then from there you were just like, "all right, I'm going to be a biologist."

Jingxun Chen: Well, I mean, I love the subject of biologists, but I would say, you know, in high school I struggle a lot and I... when I move here, I didn't know much about English, you know, it was, biology was one thing that I really felt passionate about and pushed me enough to learn the language.

So I enjoy the subject, obviously not enamored by the subject, but it's become sort of like a more intimate friend to me. So biology means a little different than a lot of people than myself.

Andrew: So biology pushed you to learn English. Biology pushed you to get to where you are now. It's like the driving force in your life.

Jingxun Chen: Absolutely, and the passion is very important. Like I learned the interesting part of it, and that motivate me to go on and learn different things. Like you know, "oh, I need to learn math, I need to learn physics, to actually know more about biology." It pushed me into many directions because I have this wonderful passion for this one subject.

Andrew: Because of your interest in biology, you ended up actually going on a lot of different tangential experiences. So you went through chemistry, you went through physics, you went through math.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah.

Andrew: So when you started applying to college, what were you even thinking about? Did you have no idea which field you really wanted to go into?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, I wanted to study chemistry, because in biology I felt like, you know... To really understand biology well you need to know the chemistry. So I start out thinking of, "I will be a chemistry major," and, but then after first year in college I realized I still like biology the most and I decided to change it.

Andrew: So you took a class in chemistry and you just decided, "ah, I've got to get back to biology." Or you took a class in biology and said, "ah, this is where I belong."

Jingxun Chen: I know, I took a class in biology and say, "chemistry is cool, but biology is cooler still."

Andrew: So, you got to college. Where'd you go to undergrad?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, I went to MIT in Cambridge.

Andrew: Okay, cool.

Jingxun Chen: It's a technology driven school, it's a wonderful environment. They have excellent teachers, and the people that they recruit, like the students' qualities are amazing. Yeah. I'm very fortunate to go to a very good college.

Andrew: Yeah. Did you have a lot of options? How'd you decide MIT?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, so I was picking between several school, and MIT really caught my eye because... well, funny thing, they release their decision on Pi Day 3.14, so March 14. And when I was in in high school, they have like a recruiter where they talk about MIT. So I didn't know much about college in general when I was in high school, but he was showing all these wonderful picture of hackers, like putting police car on top of the dome and then making nerdy jokes about things that only scientists may appreciate more, and I just felt like, "huh, that's a good place for me. I like being around nerds."

Andrew: Fair enough. Fair enough. All right, so you got to MIT, you were initially a chemistry major. But then you decided to go back to biology and then, so you decided you wanted to be a research biologist immediately?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah. It's interesting, because when I was in high school, I didn't know much about research. I knew that labs are fun, but I didn't know that there's actually career that you can build by just doing labs. So MIT has a wonderful undergraduate research program where actually 80% of the undergrad there are involved in that program. So you can apply and become an undergraduate researcher, and you can get credit or pay by being an undergrad researcher. So I just applied there, and there are many postings of which lab is accepting students and what project.

And I was fortunate to find a cell division lab that I didn't know that I would get in at all. And I apply, and my PI, Angelika Amon, just got back to me say, "yeah, let's talk." And I was like, "great!" Because I didn't have much experience and, and Angelika believe in me and took me in. And I was there for four years.

Andrew: Cool. Did you want to do the cell division because of the high school class where you looked at the cell division under the microscope?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah. So that's part of it, but mostly because that was the opening-

Andrew: Right.

Jingxun Chen: -that was offered.

Andrew: For sure, for sure, yeah.

Jingxun Chen: And then I just fell in love. Yeah, I enjoy every aspect of being in the lab and doing research and about basic science. And I have a wonderful post doc mentor, who now actually is my graduate advisor here at Berkeley. She show me everything about research, guide me too, and supporting every aspect of my career. It's amazing. I'm so fortunate and lucky to met many great people along the way ,and she's definitely one of my greatest supporter.

Andrew: So you got into your undergraduate research position and that turns you towards deciding to be a biologist. So how did you end up at Berkeley for grad school?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, that's a excellent question. I also have a backstory about that. So after my second year in college, I applied to this amazing program, it's called the Amgen Scholars Program. At the time there were only like nine research institute were holding this program, and Berkeley is one of them. So in this program, you basically working a new undergrad lab, and you have your independent projects. And the one that I was happily placed in was in Doug Koshland's lab at Berkeley. And he gave me a very interesting project.

For the first time I learned something completely new on my own and got exposed to the Berkeley community. So that's where I learned how to play softball with my lab mates and go to seminars, staring at a screen not knowing anything and talk about with people all the time. And it's a very supportive environment.

So by the time I was interviewing for graduate school, coming to Berkeley felt like coming home because I knew the people here. And finally what convinced me to come to this school was my director of the Amgen scholars program, Audrey Knowlton. She was also a biodiversity director here at Berkeley, and she talked to me on a phone for over an hour, talked about pros and cons and, and she just convinced me, Berkeley has the greatest people like herself, who I would like to surround myself with, who I want to become part of, and therefore I come to Berkeley.

Andrew: So every step of the way, it's just been like that one person that's just convinced you.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, I know. That's the interesting part about life. Every turn around the corner you have a person lead you to the next step.

Andrew: So now you're here. You're at Berkeley. You've been here for five years now.

Jingxun Chen: That's right.

Andrew: We've already kind of talked about what you do in the lab. What's life like for you outside the lab? What else do you have to do as a graduate student?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, that's also a great question. What we think about scientists is just doing pipetting or doing experiment in the lab. But actually our community, what we do is bigger than just doing little science.

So I got a chance to go to a lot of conferences where interact with other scientist. So, for example, one of the conference I often go to is the America Society of Cell Biology. It's a big conference with over, I would say maybe 800 people, over that. And people from different subdivision of cell biology come together, do poster, like PowerPoint presentation. You talk about science for a week. So we, as a scientist, we spend quite a bit of time in these gathering where we share our newest finding and discuss critically about each other's results. And those environments are also a big part of our graduate student life.

Andrew: Are you always talking about science with people or-

Jingxun Chen: Oh, yeah, no. So usually for these conferences you have scheduled talks, where you sit as audience, and there will be presenters, and they can do either poster presentation or PowerPoint. And then usually the program ends, maybe six o'clock. Sometimes there are evening sections, but most people just go out to socialize. Go to bars, have fun, and we talk about science, yeah, but also a lot of other things like surfing on the coast, going hiking, kayaking. Yeah, and our department also have retreats where we gather the lab members from several facultys' lab into a same place. And in Solmar, for example, near Monterey, where we give talks, but also more importantly have drinks and bonding event, fire. Yeah. All the cool stuff.

Andrew: I feel like in media, scientists just get portrayed just doing science all the time. But it's good to hear that scientists are like living their lives having fun. Right?

Jingxun Chen: No, absolutely. And I think, you know, the science community itself is a lot of fun, a lot of fun other than just about doing the [inaudible] thing, but also obviously that's our passion, but also all these events that bring out sort of more life experience part.

Andrew: So a lot of what you do as a scientist is communicating with other scientists about your science.

Jingxun Chen: Right.

Andrew: But then you also have to communicate with potential scientists. So you have to do a lot of teaching, right. So how is teaching going for you, or how has it been?

Jingxun Chen: No, it's great. I love teaching. As graduate students in the MCB departments, we need to teach two times. And actually, personally, I've taught three times because I just love it. So what we do, usually, we pair it up with faculty member who actually teach the class as lecturer. So the student will meet with the lecturer or the faculty member three times or two times a week and a teaching assistant, which our, what our roles are, would be to meet with a student in a separate time in a discussion section where we go over main concepts and do practice problem with them.

So we get to interface with about 20 or 30 students per class and meet them once a week to talk about those. And I just love it. I interact with many types of students. Some of them are really advanced, and we will show them in lab, and some of the undergrads join our lab that I taught. And some students who have less background, and that's where I need to learn how to be creative, explaining things and to understand where their needs are and try my best to provide an explanation or support to help them succeed in the class as well.

And that is hard, you know, knowing what to say so that people get something is not trivial. It takes experience, a lot of patience.

Andrew: Right. Do you ever just feel like you have to have four different ways to explain one thing before you even start a class? Just just in case somebody is going to ask you a question?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, usually for me, I actually can never anticipate what kind of question I'm going to get. I generally have a guess of what the major confusion is, because usually for teaching assistant we also sit in the lecture. So sometimes I think we will get a sense of what is the easy point for confusion. So we will usually go over those in the discussion section first.

But obviously each student may have different blind spot, and they will come to office hour. Then we will, you know, sit with them trying to talk through what the confusion is and many strategy were needed, sometimes I need to dance in front of the class to make them understand something or sometimes use analogy like the engine analogy, like second ago that I used, that was coming from my teaching, I realized that help people understand.

So now it become part of my day to day conversation, you know, using analogy, making gestures, facial expressions, yeah. Teaching also become part of my life now.

Andrew: Nice. So you mentioned you teach all kinds of students at different levels. So some of the students you've taught have come into your lab. Actually, being a scientist, a big part of it is this mentorship, right? Teaching outside the classroom, inside the lab. How has that experience been for you?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, it's great. I have a wonderful student who worked with me for the past year and a half. She joined a lab during her second to third year summer. And teaching someone who has no idea what research is for the first time is exciting and challenging, because the simplest thing that you saw for many times would be such a great excitement for someone who first see it, right?

Andrew: Right.

Jingxun Chen: So it's really refreshing to have someone new to work with me, and my student learn really fast and also seeing the growth is really impressive. And you know, that's the sense of fulfillment you get from teaching and mentoring is the growth of the person you're training. And that's what, in a sense, how I got to where I am. And so being able to give back and seeing that's the trajectory that people are going is very interesting and exciting for me.

Andrew: So mentorship is really important to you, right? You're involved in a outreach program centered around it.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, yeah, absolutely. So Berkeley actually have many great outreach program. For example, the Young Scientists' program, the BASIS Program, The Expand for Horizon, which are different levels of mentoring, outreaching, and some of them for middle schools, some of them are elementary school and some are for girls to get into science. And the program that I am particularly involved in is called NIH Bridge to Bachelor programs or short for B2B program, which brings in underrepresented community college students to the Berkeley campus to do cutting edge research.

So our community college student come from the Bay Area, from Palo Alto or the [inaudible] area. And then they come in to summer to do about 10 weeks of research and we pair them with a mentor who is passionate about mentorship, who would need to actually apply to our program. And then that mentor will basically allow the student to work in part of their project for the summer.

And then outside of that, actually day to day lab, as the coordinator, that's our role, we also structure weekly dinner with the students to talk about difficulties in labs, in life, sort of to give them more a safe environment for the student to share about what they learn in lab and what can be hard. And because these students come from a non-traditional background, the issue that they face is not just scientific or academic but also you know, financial, social, and self confidence, right?

Those are the stuff that we work on during the summer with them as well. And at the end of the summer the student, they will be awesome scientists. So they will present their result as poster section and the lab that they work in and the greater community, their family, would come and see them being scientists. And so yeah, it's definitely a wonderful program and give a lot of meaning to the students and more for us, as the graduate student who worked with them and seeing the growth over time.

Andrew: It's kind of a program for both the graduate student and for the the undergraduate student.

Jingxun Chen: That's right. Yeah, so what's special of this program is actually, we recruit the mentors who are graduate student and postdoc directly, rather than a lot of other programs, we'll defer to the application of the student to the PI of the lab or the principal investigator or the head of the lab. And then from the the PI, then you would get assigned a student or a postdoc to work with. But now we took on more of an active role for the student, for the graduate student and the post doc to speak up for himself, "I want to be a mentor for the students." So we send that application to the whole community in Berkeley, IB, MCB, neuroscience biophysics, right, all the department.

And then we ask the student, ask the mentors to apply to our program by answering specific questions like, what are you going to do to summer? Like how do you interact with students, what your mentoring style is like, what's your background like?

So then after having the student and the mentors apply, and we know a little bit more about themselves and we will pair them up based on their interest and their background. And it worked pretty well so far because both party knew each other before they started the summer, and we knew that they were a good match.

Andrew: How long have you been doing this now?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, so I joined two years ago. This would be my third year doing this.

Andrew: How have the students done since the summer that they spent at the program?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, this program has actually have a longer history then when I joined. So this is a NIH funded program, so it actually has finished it's third renewals. So before then, when the program first started, we didn't recruit mentor directly. So it's a bit more scattered in terms of student experience, whether they have a good mentor or not.

But since we started this new method of recruiting mentor directly, I would say most of our experiences have been positive. Students enjoy the program, and in terms of outcome-wise, like over 80% of our students transfer to four year college. And many of them are still majoring in STEM.

And yeah, some of them go onto graduate schools and become medical doctor. It's been a very transformative experience for us to see the students are continuing so well. It's definitely a great program to be in.

Andrew: Wow, that's really cool. Yeah.

We're getting towards the end of the interview. Is there anything you'd just like to say? Any messages you'd like to leave?

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, no, certainly, what I learned sort of throughout my whole sort of, moving to the States, you know, going to college, now deciding become a researcher. This whole process made me realize one simple fact, that just scientists can come from anywhere.

When I just moved here, I didn't know that I would become a scientist. I don't have any relative that were scientists, and not knowing the language really also make me self-doubt a little bit about whether I can be anything, you know? But then I have great teachers, great mentors who support me along the way and help me believe that that's possible.

And I think that's true, because I'm living the life right now, right? So I think being able to believe in yourself and meeting great people, taking a turn in the world is fine. And I think that is what make anyone can become scientists.

Andrew: Well thanks so much for coming on the show.

Jingxun Chen: Yeah, great.

Andrew: It's been great talking to you.

Jingxun Chen: Thank you. Andrew. It's Always nice to be able to share my story.

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So, if I go back to the self-transcendent nature, how I see self-love is self-love really has this ability to take us out of ourselves to then connect to others so we're focusing on ourselves like filling up our own love tank so to speak with the ability to then show up for others more and to connect more because if I'm feeling really good in myself and I'm taking care of myself that means I have more bandwidth to show up for other people as opposed to if my love tank is empty if my self-love is low then I'm doing things perhaps with expectations of receiving in return. When that's not happening, I'm feeling resentful and all that is very like negative low vibration feeling within ourselves, and ultimately, it's not the type of connection that we're searching for, right? To me self-love – and I'll say that if I can to give you a definition of self-love – one of the folks I've seen written about it the most, who wrote about the most is a psychologist and philosopher Erich Fromm, and he wrote a book called The Art of Loving, I believe. It was like in the five different types of love, I believe. It's like it's a hundred-page book, and it's really easy to read, and it talks about like five different types of love, like a love for God, a love from your parents. It talks about like a brotherly love – and that’s more like a friendship kind of feeling – but he also talks about this love for self, and it's this idea of caring for, respecting of yourself and your actions in the way that you're going about your life, and it's this stagnant – for me, I think it really is a stagnant way of being, so when there are adversities and when we have to be resilient, right, self-love is so important, but even when things are going great, right, like self-love is still a constant thing, and it's, I think, it's actually tied to other emotions that when we are in a state of self-love we actually experience calm and joy, and we're able to be more aware for these other opportunities to opt in to connection, right?Saintsing: Yeah.Ziemer: But I think – if I can just say – I think there's a myth I'd really like to bust actually about self-love, which is I think oftentimes there is this, there's this idea that emerged I think in the 80s maybe, or the 90s – I'm blanking on my timeframe right now – came out of the self-help movement which is, which was to say that like before, before you can love anyone else or anyone can really love you that you have to love yourself first, right? So, which for me I find problematic in a lot of ways. I feel like it doesn't really encapsulate the full story. I think that when we are really loving ourselves, sure I think perhaps we're choosing better partners or choosing better relationships that are healing and wonderful for us, right? But, I think – and I see this in this self-love movement right now – that kind of happens in pop culture that puts such an onus or a burden on people to really like, there's almost a perfectionism tendency of, like, I need to get to self-love. Otherwise I'm not good enough, and yeah, and this idea of like not being good enough, that's truly not self-love anyway, right? It really is a self-accepting piece, and so, I think the second part of this, also this myth I want to bust, is that, you know, we are wired for social connection, right? There are researchers, and Brené Brown has talked about this. Matthew Lieberman talks about this, and like an actual brain part of our brain literally is like wired to connect, and so, if I go back to this idea of self-love that, when we are opting into relationships and connection with people, that it can the reciprocal nature can be so healing within ourselves that we don't have to first achieve this like unachievable self-love before we can get into relationships with other people, okay? So, did I explain myself okay there?Saintsing: Yeah, you, so you're saying that self-love has this requirement that you accept yourself as you are, right? Which I guess is true of any sort of love, right?Ziemer: Yeah.Saintsing: Whether it’s directed inward or outward, right, there's this acceptance to it.Ziemer: Lovely, yeah.Saintsing: And so, you're saying that people tend to view self-love as something that they earn from themselves.Ziemer: Yeah, yeah, I think that's a great. Right. There's this like earning quality, and I think that's really well said. That it's like, to earn implies I have to do, to do, to obtain, obtain, obtain as opposed to like self-love just is because I exist, because you exist right here right now, right? And, that's my like mindfulness piece kind of tapping in there a little bit, but it just is.Saintsing: Yeah.Ziemer: It's, it's been interesting when I talk to – so my own research interest about like what am I actually studying for my PhD, because I'm a social worker, I'm also very much interested in like interventions like what can we do alongside our clients, alongside our community. What can we do in tandem with them to kind of get them this outcome that they're looking for. So, perhaps it's like feeling better about themselves if they're experiencing depression for example, right?Saintsing: Right.Ziemer: And, with self-love I started thinking about, is there a self-love intervention that would be really interesting to try out and study in some way from this like scientifically rigorous procedure for a scientific research method, right? And, when I started talking to people about, there's a common one that is spoken about in self-help, and I've also found it prevalent in addiction communities in like rehab, for example, where you look at yourself in the mirror you make, you literally make eye contact with yourself in the mirror, and you say something positive about yourself. So, I prefer that it's not statements related to like your physical appearance because I do think that it could take like a narcissistic trend, but we're really thinking about like a self-affirming statement, like I'm a good friend or even – I think and really I'm such a fan of this is – really just telling yourself that you love yourself. So, saying like I love you in the mirror while you're making eye contact with yourself. To me, to love, to love somebody else is to say like, I see you, and so self-love, you're really like, okay I see you, you know? Like, you're not that bad. Like, you're actually pretty great, and I will tell you that when I've talked to so many people about this, adolescents, I've spoken to clients of mine who are coming to see me wanting to feel better from depression, I've spoken to scholars about this, and so many people, I get two reactions. One is like absolute repulsion about absolutely not. I will not look at myself in the mirror. Like, this is, why would I ever do that, and two, I think going back to this idea that you were talking about. It's almost like confusion about well like why would I even think about myself. Why would I love myself as like this other entity, but I'm so focused on, you know, loving everybody else. That really to love is to love others, right? Like in scholarly research, we talk about one of the definitions of love is like being a trusted caregiver to others. I mean that's a very amended definition, but love is always this other-oriented emotion, and so, self-love, it's like, like why would I, why would I even do that.Saintsing: It's kind of like awe in some senses. In awe you sort of see something spectacular that makes you see how small you are or how much more there is.Ziemer: Yeah.Saintsing: And, in this self-love you have to see yourself as just another person instead of like where love is flowing from, right? But, self-love kind of like makes you realize you're not like the center of the universe or something. That you're, that you're just another person, and that like, that, that makes you more able, as you said in the self-transcendence, to connect with other people, I guess.Ziemer: I think this is actually why I feel so strongly about self-love is because I think this exact idea that you're talking about is folks who are experiencing depression or addiction, for example right? So, I'm actually, I'm funded. My dissertation is funded through the NIAAA, which is alcohol abuse and I work specifically with the funder here in the Bay Area that alcohol research group. So, oftentimes when we're experiencing addiction or depression we become so tunnel vision in our own mind about what's wrong with ourselves, how things aren't working for me and when we're in depression and addiction, often social isolation is happening it's very difficult to connect to others. And so, I'm such a believer that self-love could have the potential, and this is where I'm curious, right? Like, so from, you know, I'm hearing like my mentors and my advisors’ thoughts in my head right now about, you know, sometimes in the scientific world it can almost be a negative to be a believer, right? That, I think like self-love is a super power. But, I really need to employ my like scientifically rigorous, you know, unbiased view so to speak. Let's be curious about this. Could self-love actually be a superpower? As opposed to like approaching this self-love as a superpower, right? So, I should – let me reel it back for a second to say that, however, yes I do feel like, coming back to this point of awe, that, that self-love definitely, I would hypothesize, leads to feelings of awe because of this ability to connect us to other people, and that it gets us out of our own head. I think my greater vision for my research is to think like how can we employ self-love. It's free. It’s accessible, which I like, right, because a lot of these other therapies, cognitive behavioral therapy. Although I'm a believer, you see there's an access issue. If you go to a private practitioner in New York City, it's $200. I think San Francisco, it's 150, 200. So, my greater vision really would be for people to be able to really continue to cultivate this self-love within themselves.Saintsing: More specifically, what, what would you say your research for your PhD actually entails?Ziemer: Yeah, so yeah, thanks to that questions. I think self-love first. I was just kind of thinking of self-love, I think of, is this like umbrella term, this idea that if self-love is an umbrella and the prongs. There are many different prongs. So, to me it's this idea of like self-compassion, which is like when we're judging ourselves, criticizing ourselves, we’re able to accept ourselves, you know, amidst that. Self-care, which is like the respecting, doing things, really acting caring towards ourselves. This self-esteem idea, right, that we feel competent about ourselves. So, so the reason that I say this kind of umbrella term is because there's little research out there right now that that actually includes self-love, certainly how I know it to be true in these in therapeutic communities, for example. So, I'm so fascinated by, I'll say, phenomena of self-love in popular science in like the Psychology Today blogs, on social media. Like, if you go to Instagram and you type in #selflove, you get 32 million posts on Instagram. Google, you Google self-love, you get three billion returns. So, something is happening out there. What is it? So, I think what the, to me, the intriguing pieces. So, before I can go ahead and develop an intervention, right, even though I really want to jump to that phase, we know that a PhD that you have to take little bits by bits, right? That is actually talking about a career-long pursuit. So, it really, my own research really is conceptualizing this idea of self-love in these lay theory views. So, when I say lay theory I don't mean like scholars who have already written about self-love. I mean people who are on Instagram, and they're posting about self-love, so right now I'm in the process of thinking about perhaps analyzing Instagram posts to see how people, what sort of images people are posting when they're doing #selflove, and specifically within the context of like addiction and sobriety and recovery and that, so where these two worlds of like self-love and addiction intersects and how are people and these lay communities, you know, these therapists, everyday people, how are they talking about self-love? I'm really curious to kind of dig through that because I see, I do see some posts that could be it seen as narcissism, right? Right? I see posts that are very much moving away from this like self-care realm. So, so self-care really is rooted in this like black feminist queer theory, Audrey Lorde. This idea that like you're taking care of yourself so that you can show up for the collective, and this really activist mentality to now this transition of like #selfcareday Starbucks ad with your Frappuccino, whatever. On the beach, #selfcare, right? This is like commoditization, right, of self-care, and people there's you know, so there's, there's like #selfcare, #selflove, but what are we really talking about here? And, I'm so curious to kind of capture some of that, to also include therapists’ voices, people in recovery to kind of see like, what, what is this idea of, of self-love to them?Saintsing: Okay, so you draw on psychology, sociology, lots of different research techniques.Ziemer: Yeah, behavioral health.Saintsing: Yeah, so would you say that's generally true? People who are getting PhDs in the School of Social Welfare, that this is really interdisciplinary?Ziemer: Yeah, what a lovely question. Yes, thank you for saying that. This is why I love social work so much by the way. I really love the social work profession because I do feel like you know in this applied profession we really are always working in these interdisciplinary environments, right? If you're like a clinician working in a hospital you're working with doctors and nurses and psychiatrists for example, right?Saintsing: Right.Ziemer: And so, I think the beauty of this PhD at Berkeley in the Social Welfare Department has so much been about the freedom to connect with other professors and other departments. It's, so in public health for example I've connected with some professors there or some psychology whether it's emotions research or like adolescent development psychopathology for example. So, and I have, yeah, I have you know lovely people in my cohort who are bridging the gap with like anthropology, criminology, for example, so yeah, education. It's really, it's cool.Saintsing: And, you knew that you wanted to be a social worker right out of college?Ziemer: I took a very interesting path. I think I always knew, like in high school, I always was intrigued by the psychology profession, and yeah, I was, I was thought, you know, I'm so drawn to like authenticity and people's lives. Like, what's really happening, you know? I always was drawn to that, but when I was in college, I went to the University of Wisconsin, and they had a great business school, and so, I got a business degree, and I actually, my family, I come from, you know, a long line of people who are in the business world. My dad had been in sales for so long. My brother’s in sales now. My mom was, you know, this is like badass. I don't know if I'm allowed to say that. Badass in the corporate world. So, it was always kind of an influence for me, and I did, I was a consultant, an IT consultant, but I realized, like, yeah, I need to, I felt like there was something, my soul was dying. I really wanted to pursue something that I was so excited and curious about, so yeah, about eight years ago I got my Masters in Social Work. I started my MSW program in New York City. That coincided too with some things that were happening in my family, and it just felt like the right time to like leave the corporate world and dive into the Social Work arena.Saintsing: And then, you, you got your masters, and then you worked a little while as a social worker, right?Ziemer: Yeah, so I I did my MSW. It’s a two-year program, and then I was working in New York City for three years at an after school, like a high school Support Program. It was an after-school program, and it was, I mean, I learned so much. It was incredible. I have such love. It's, the program is to reach youth and it's a working at a public high school in Brooklyn, and I think there, maybe, I don't know, our team was maybe ten people or something, and I have such love to this day for these people that I worked with. I mean the environment was so fun. Like, you – we were, we were working with teenagers, teenagers who didn't have a lot of resources at their disposal. I mean this is like a New York City public-funded high school. It's what, the school's we were working with were like C grades, so the way that New York City rates their schools like ABC, so we were a C school, and that means people that I worked with, the strategies they were using were so creative to get these young people what they needed while also providing such a safe space for these young people to learn about themselves. And so, I was actually, I was doing therapy with kids who are high-risk, so who were at risk for suicide, who were just really having a hard time academically or at home and whatnot, but it was such a fun environment. I mean people were so authentic, and I mean, I don't know your experience with young people, but young people, they can sense when you BS. And so, you really have no other choice but to show up authentically, right? And it was such a gift really to work there.Saintsing: So, that was a great experience, and what I guess drove you… I – most people in social work, or if you're a professional, I guess, you mostly just need the masters, and then, you could do the work. What drove you onward to the doctorate?Ziemer: Yeah, yeah, so, so I think there were two things. So, one was I would run, every Monday afternoon, I'd run a girl's group. So, like 16-, 17-year-olds. They would come, and we would talk about all the things. Whatever they wanted to talk about, and I was finding a lot of the girls were expressing such anger, and this anger of just like what was just happening in life but then you know the microcosm of like the school environment and Facebook and people calling each other out and you know subliminal subs that were being thrown on Facebook for example, that would then transfer to the school day the next day. And, there would be fights, and girls would get suspended, and so, when I started talking to them about anger and what anger did for them and getting to fight, it really, getting into a fight is a release, right? Like, your adrenaline’s so high and you punch someone out or you do something like, you feel better but it's instantaneous because any of these long-term consequences of getting suspended, your parents finding out, what not, right? Right, so I'd say to them like, yeah what are strategies? How can I – literally I was like what are some strategies that we can use in order to kind of sort through all the different feelings that anger brings? Because ultimately anger is powerlessness, like we get angry when we feel powerless, and so, I started investigating mindfulness. Mindfulness was really just becoming a thing. This was like 2014. At least that was when I first started hearing about it, and so, I would try to understand like, what is this mindfulness? How do I use it? So, mindfulness really is, a definition from Jon Kabat-Zinn in the simplest form that I like, is this idea of non-judgmentally noticing, so like noticing that I got really pissed when someone posted something on Facebook about me that may not be true and like then taking the breath in the pause before I respond, before I respond something nasty to someone on Facebook or want to punch them out the next day for example, right? When you're talking to adolescents, this pause is very difficult because you're also talking about like an age in development where you have impulsivity, and like they're trying to figure out who they are? So, I started diving into this mindfulness. I thought like this could really work, but I was so, mindfulness research was so new at the time. I think it really hit its peak around like 2016 in terms of like the amount of journals are published on it like exponentially increased. So, I knew that, how mindfulness is being talked about in terms of the population, I was working with, so people who were coming from primarily like black and brown communities, lower socioeconomic having toxic stress, mindfulness felt very like white, waspy, affluent. Part one. Part two was I couldn't figure out what are these mindfulness techniques and how can we actually apply them to adolescence. So, I am getting interested in that and started reading all that I could and figured I really wanted to work on interventions for adolescents that were geared around mindfulness to these specific populations I talked about where I felt like there was such a lack of evidence at that point for these groups, so that was part one. Part two: around the same time, I read an op-ed piece in The New York Times written by Dr. Keltner here in psychology, and it was, what is – something like, What is the Emotion of Awe, and I thought that sounds like, what is awe? And, how should I get to know this person? Who is this person? Which then started, for me, like a flurry of googling UC Berkeley, and I knew I wasn't going to be do PhD in Psych, but I found a professor here, Valerie Shapiro, who's my advisor and has been so lovely navigating this PhD world with me. She's a prevention and implementation science researcher here in School of Social Welfare, and she had a study examining social emotional learning programs here in elementary schools in California, so like teaching little kids about empathy for example. So, I thought, oh that's like emotion, and it has to do with like kids and in schools. Like, even though my interests aren't completely aligned, let me reach out to her and see if I could work with her. So, that's kind of how I came to study. My two main areas really have been mindfulness and then positive emotions, specifically now self-love but in this greater context of you know these social problems, like social isolation, depression, addiction and yeah.Saintsing: So, unfortunately, it's been a lot of fun, but we're coming up towards our time limit. Usually at the end of the interview we'll take a minute to offer guests a chance to address the audience about anything that they'd like to talk about. Oftentimes, people talk about like social issues or some things specific to their research.Ziemer: I think, well one thing I want to say for sure is that I think I just want to do a shout out of gratitude as I've been really developing this idea of self-love, I have been working with an undergrad in the Social Welfare Department, Joyce, who's really has helped me kind of start thinking about all this like self-care and self-compassion and where all these terms kind of intersect and cataloging these different Instagram posts to figure out like, yeah, what, what really is self-love and how people are talking about it. So, I wanted to do a shout out to her, and then, I think, you know, lastly, I guess I would say that I think for me I think it's such an important point to hit home is that for me self-love really isn't a selfishness, but it really is, and it's not this like me-focused thing, but it really is in this idea of continuing to like connect and show up as our authentic selves with others, so I think it has some serious healing power behind it. So, we'll see. Yeah, more will be revealed.Saintsing: We all look forward to the results of your research. Thank you so much. Today I've been speaking with KellyZiemerfrom the School of Social Welfare. We've been speaking about her research on positive emotions and the potential therapeutic benefits of self-love. Thank you so much for being on the show, Kelly.Ziemer: Oh, thank you for having me. This is lovely.Saintsing: Tune in in two weeks for the next episode of The Graduates.

Sara ElShafie

Keywords: climate change, global change biology, reptiles, science communication, narrativeAndrew Saintsing: Hi, you're tuned into 90.7 FM KALX Berkeley. I'm AndrewSaintsing, and this is The Graduates, the interview talk show where we speak to UC Berkeley graduate students about their work here on campus and around the world. Today I'm joined by SaraElShafiefrom the Department of Integrative Biology. Welcome to the show, Sara.Sara ElShafie: Thanks for having me.Saintsing: It's so great to have you here. So, Sarah, you're a paleontologist. Is that correct?ElShafie: Yes, I'm a paleontologist. I always introduce myself as a global change biologist, which just means that I study how climate change and environmental change impact life over time, and paleontology is part of it.Saintsing: Right. So, would you say you're first and foremost a global change biologist?ElShafie: Yeah, just because I don't only work on fossils. I also look at stuff that's around today in order to understand how climate change and stuff impacted life in the past and also what that tells us about where we're headed now and in the future.Saintsing: Okay, cool. So, you're looking at like our current climate change?ElShafie: Yes.Saintsing: Yeah, but also, so the climate has changed a lot in the past, you'd say.ElShafie: Yes, and, and there have been really dramatic events of climate change before, some of which kind of mirror what's going on today, so I look at how those past climate change events impacted life that lived millions of years ago in order to try to better understand what we might expect from climate change today and how it will impact animals that are currently around and also people.Saintsing: What were kind of the outcomes of past climate changes? Is it looking bad for us?ElShafie: Well, in terms of like how climate change now is going to affect society, yeah there are a lot of concerning ramifications that we're already seeing. In terms of how it's affected life in the past, it has all kinds of effects. It can affect where things can live. It can affect what they eat or what's available for them to eat. It can affect how big they get. So, I kind of look at all of those factors in a big picture.Saintsing: You look at all animals, all plants, all organisms? Or, are you looking at specific things?ElShafie: Specifically, I focus on reptiles because reptiles are especially susceptible to changes in climate and changes in their environment because they can't generate their own body heat metabolically the way you and I canSaintsing: Right.ElShafie: Most of them can't and I look at lizards and, and crocodiles and their relatives specifically because they're really abundant in the fossil record, and they have a lot in common with lizards and crocodiles that are around today, so I can use the lizards and crocodiles that are around today to understand the ones that are in the fossil record.Saintsing: Okay, and so, you are looking at how their bodies change over time basically? You're looking at how big the fossils are at certain periods compared to other periods, before and after climate change and how big they are compared to today?ElShafie: Yeah, pretty much body size is the main metric that I use, the main kind of factor that is influenced by climate change because I can use the partial skeletons that I find of lizards and crocodiles in the fossil record to figure out how big they were in the past at any given point before, during, or after a major climate change event. And, I can use lizards and crocodiles that are around today to try to estimate how big they were in the past using only a piece of a skull or a piece of a limb, for example, because it's actually very rare to find whole skeletons in the fossil record of these things.Saintsing: Right. That must be really frustrating.ElShafie: Yeah, well, it also means that I get to I have an excuse to study lots of stuff that's around today in order to understand the fossils, so it gives me a more holistic research experience which I enjoy.Saintsing: So, do you actually get to study living animals? Or, do you mostly look at the bones of the living animals?ElShafie: I do. I study living animals, the living lizards and crocodilians, to understand their body proportions and how I can estimate like the whole length of the animal from just one element, like one piece of the skull or the jaw or the arm bone or something and also to understand how the animals live today and is there any relationship between their morphology, how they look, how their bones look, and what part of a habitat they might live in or what they might be eating or what their physiology might be like.Saintsing: Okay.ElShafie: So yeah studying the living animals is really important for understanding the fossil animals.Saintsing: Right, and so you study specifically reptiles and crocodiles? So you say you studying global change across time, but is there specific period you're interested in, or are you just comparing all the different periods?ElShafie: Yeah, so specifically I look at a period of time, geologic time called the Paleogene which was from about 66 million years ago to about 23-ish million years ago. So, this is right after dinosaurs went extinct up until about 23 million years ago, at which point we had ice at the poles again. We actually didn't have ice at the poles earlier right after the dinosaurs went extinct, and so, during that whole timespan, climate change was happening. The world started off pretty warm, and then it got super-hot relatively quickly right around fifty-six million years ago when there is this incident called the Paleocene-Eocene thermal maximum. So, within a relatively short span of time, a few hundred thousand years or so, the world got really, really hot really fast. Like it increased five degrees Celsius or so, and that's actually even hotter than the warming that we've experienced just in the last century or two, but the rate was actually not even quite as fast as what we're experiencing now, so it is a really powerful analogous event to look at and to better understand what we can expect with the rapid climate change that we're experiencing today. So, it got super, super-hot and around that time the world looked very, very different. Like, there was no ice at the poles at all and the interior of North America actually looked like a jungle if you can picture Utah which is now a desert looking like the Amazon. That's how different it was, which is really crazy to think about. So, to find fossils of crocodiles and these huge lizards and like the first primates and crazy horses and all kinds of stuff in the deserts of Utah and Wyoming and Colorado, and, and it seems it's all from a jungle that looked more like what South America looks like today, which is really awesome, and then over time it kind of dried out and got more arid and more grassy after that.Saintsing: Thinking about what I've grown up thinking about, you know, the extinction of dinosaurs, right? You get this picture in your head that the asteroid hits and then things get really cold.ElShafie: Mm-hmm.Saintsing: There was this drop in temperature that led to the dinosaur extinction still?ElShafie: Yeah, I think it got cold for a while. Right after the asteroid hit event it like, you know, blocked out a lot of sunlight and stuff, but then after that, you know, about 10 million years or so or not even that long. Then the world had largely recovered, but it also looked very different.Saintsing: So, it was an overall pretty warm climate?ElShafie: Yeah, it's – the earth has gone through a lot of changes over millions of years, and it's cool to look at those changes on a timescale of millions of years rather than just, you know, a few hundred years or even thousand years because, since climate is changing so rapidly today, and it's, it's different than anything that humans have experienced in human history. We really have no analog for it in our own history, so looking at much older events in the past and the rate that that happened and the changes that happened and at what pace they happened helps us try to anticipate what we can expect in the future.Saintsing: Right, so what brought about – why did the ice appear again at the poles?ElShafie: At that point Antarctica became isolated, and it was isolated by a current that still flows now around Antarctica. I think it's called the circumpolar current or something, but it keeps, it basically keeps Antarctica refrigerated and that's part of what contributed to it.Saintsing: Just having Antarctica in the place that it's in was enough to give us the climate we have today?ElShafie: Well, yeah. Cuz it's almost like having two giant freezers at each pole of the globe so to speak, and, that you know, they don't exist in isolation either. The ocean currents travel all over the world. They pass by the Arctic or the Antarctic and they bring cold water and that affects the like nutrients and upwelling in other parts of the world including the California coast, and it, you know, it affects how climate and temperature play out over the entire Earth. So, yeah, it's all connected.Saintsing: Yeah, I guess we're dealing with how connected we are right now, right?ElShafie: Mm-hmm. Exactly.Saintsing: So as a climate change scientist – or a global change scientist but you, you know, you're really interested in climate change, I guess. A lot of your work is focused on informing the public on climate change and about science in general. I know you've done a lot of work on improving science communication as a student here, right? Or, at least studying it to understand how it can be improved. So, yeah, can you tell us a little bit more about the work you're doing on that front?ElShafie: Absolutely, yeah, science communication and outreach has always been a big passion of mine and that really started in college, and by the time I got into my master's degree, I realized that I not only wanted that to be a big focus of my career, I actually wanted it to be my primary career direction, in fact. So, I actually came to Berkeley with the intention of pursuing a career in science outreach leadership and science communication, and I knew that I wanted that to be a big part of my activity while pursuing my dissertation here in integrative biology because I also wanted to get the highest scientific training. So, while I've been here working on my dissertation I've also been doing a lot of work in science communication which started as just an attempt to improve my own skills because I realized a couple years into my program here that I myself was really struggling to explain my research to my own family members…Saintsing: Right.ElShafie: In a way that was at all meaningful to them. It really bothered me that I was struggling with that, so I decided to work on it, and I realized that I wasn't the only one that seemed to be having that challenge, and probably a lot of my peers could benefit from it as well, so I got really interested in storytelling, in story development because I figured, well everybody likes stories, so if I can talk about my science in that context, you know, and using storytelling, good storytelling then maybe I would get somewhere. And, I've always been a huge film buff and especially a huge fan of Pixar movies, and I knew that Pixar Animation Studios was actually only a couple miles from our campus. Pixar is in Emeryville, which was just south of Berkley, and so, I just decided to email them one day and actually got a response from a couple story artists who were really interested, and I invited them to come chat with grad students at our UC Museum of Paleontology. We’re based in integrative biology. And, it was going to be just a kind of pilot seminar conversation, let's just see where this goes with some grads, and it's turned into everyone from undergrads to emeritus faculty crammed into our little seminar room to hear from this story artist who was just talking about bread-and-butter stuff of the kind of strategies that they use to develop stories for their films at Pixar. And then, we had a conversation about how some of those strategies might apply to how we can talk to the public about science in a more effective and engaging way, and that was about three and a half years ago now, and since then, you know, that one seminar totally changed how I was thinking about science communication, and everybody else who was in the room responded really positively to it and remarked how useful it was, so that sparked an ongoing conversation and more and more artists at Pixar got involved volunteering their time, and now it's become this whole workshop series called Science through Story that I've been running for about three and a half years now. It started here at Berkeley on campus and has since, we've gone to other campuses, conferences, museums, organizations. So, yeah it's been a really, really fun experience and very helpful.Saintsing: Yeah, that sounds really incredible. So, you, you've taken this on the road. Is it still mostly Pixar is the main partner involved, or do you have like other studios, other artists involved?ElShafie: I've worked with other artists at this point, and the workshops, it's not a formal program of Pixar. Pixar doesn't sponsor it or anything financially. They've just been very generous in allowing their, some of the artists that work at the studio, anybody who wants to be involved to volunteer their time. So, several artists have come and run workshops with me here at Berkeley and at a few other campuses and conferences, and I meet with artists there periodically to learn from them about the creative process they use and how they approach story development, and then I adapt that into strategies that scientists and science educators can use to talk about science and an engaging way, using storytelling techniques, so Pixar people from Pixar have been involved. I've also worked with an artist who works at Industrial Light and Magic and a couple artists from DreamWorks Animation as well as an artist who was working at Double Fine productions and a guy who's a gentleman who started his own graphic design firm. Improv people, all kinds of artists through these workshops, and also we ran actually a full-day symposium called Science through Narrative: Engaging Broad Audiences, and that took place at a major biology conference, the Society for Integrative and Comparative Biology last year in 2018, when the meeting was here in San Francisco. We had a full day symposium on this topic, on science storytelling with speakers from both the scientific community and from different artistic disciplines all weighing in from their different perspectives and experiences on how to engage the audiences with science through storytelling and in different avenues, different media, different disciplines. It was really, really awesome because, to my knowledge, I think that's the first time that scientists and artists have spoken together on the same platform at a major biology conference, and we also had a lot of early career presenters involved as part of that, and out of that symposium we not only had the event itself but we also ended up publishing a whole volume of papers in a peer-reviewed biology journal, Integrative and Comparative Biology, which are now available online, and these are all peer-reviewed papers in a biology journal, but they are all written to be accessible to any reader even a high school student. Actually, we had some high school students in the past read it for some workshops that I've done at high schools in the area. We use papers from that symposium with REU, research experiences for undergraduates, program just this past summer. So, anybody can read them and get something out of it, and I, my own paper that I contributed to that volume is just called Making Science Engaging for Broad Audiences through Stories, something like that, and I wrote that paper for myself three years ago for any grad student or any student who wants to start doing more science communication or wants to get involved with science outreach and doesn't know where to start. If you're looking for a place to start, if that, if that sounds like you, then I encourage you to check out these papers because it's not just, you know, it's grad students, its scientists, its animators, it's video game developers, it's people who work in Hollywood, it’s people who work with data visualization. All kinds of voices weighing in on this, and, and they're really a fun read.Saintsing: That sounds like a really great resource.ElShafie: Yeah.Saintsing: I hope everyone takes the time to check that out. You started by talking to people at Pixar, and that was like obviously, Pixar's really close to Berkeley, and so that's sort of a matter of like convenience, right? But also, I just noticed that a lot of the people that you mentioned kind of are involved in special effects or animation or things like that? Is there a reason why that's more relatable to science, or is that just a matter of, like, you went down this avenue of talking to animators or people who are involved in animation and then that snowballed into more and more people who were involved in that side of the story developing process?ElShafie: It's a good question. Honestly, I think that scientists can learn something valuable from any type of artist, no matter what discipline because artists and scientists actually have a lot in common in terms of how we approach problems and, and what we're all trying to produce might seem very different, but ultimately the approach that we take is very similar. Both scientists and artists have to use their observation skills. That's very, very important for both conducting science and for doing art. It's all about observation. Both of us are trying to distill complexity out of a whole bunch of material that we could use, and we're trying to distill the most cogent, most cohesive, most compelling version of that story, of that study as we're presenting it, of that thing that we're trying to capture in some, some visual form or a musical form. So, it's distilling complexity. It's using the power of observation, and in terms of the artists that I ended up working with, that was just, it kind of was a combination of who I happen to meet through my networking, people that were introduced to me by colleagues that expressed interest, and we were really wonderfully fortunate that we got such a great variety of people involved. And, that was also part of it that we, you know, if we already had someone who is an animator, then we tried to get other disciplines that we didn't yet have represented for that symposium in particular. So, that was kind of how we went about it, but I would encourage scientists to talk to any and all kinds of artists because you can learn something valuable from anybody and any and all kinds of scientists.Saintsing: This is just a reminder that you’re tuned into The Graduates. Today I'm speaking with SaraElShafiefrom the Department of Integrative Biology. So, you mentioned that you came to Berkeley with the intent of being a science communicator?ElShafie: Yeah.Saintsing: Of pursuing some kind of leadership position in science outreach?ElShafie: When I came to Berkeley my, my long-term goal was to become like the director of a major science museum or science outreach nonprofit, something along those lines, and I knew that to do that I would, it would be really helpful if I had a PhD in science. People in those positions tend to be either previous professors or curators at museums or past CEOs or university presidents and I wasn't interested in the latter two so much, but I really wanted I wanted to learn more science. I wanted to get the highest scientific training, so that's why I came here to do my PhD because I was very upfront about my career aspirations in my interviews for PhD programs and when I came to Berkeley, they were just totally supportive of that. My advisor was very supportive, the people at the UC Museum of Paleontology that I spoke with were very supportive. So, I, that's why I came here and also because being in the Department of Integrative Biology, which has this wonderful resource, the Berkeley Natural History Museums. We have a paleontology museum; a zoology museum, the Museum of Vertebrate Zoology; plus an herbarium, the Jepson Herbarium; and the Essig Museum of Entomology with all the insects. We have all of those in-house, right in our own department, and, and all those museums, especially UCMP, is very, very active with science outreach. So, I realized that by coming to Integrative Biology at Berkeley, I could not only be doing my dissertation, which, Integrative Biology was perfect because I wanted to do research that integrated several different fields together, but also, I could be learning from these museum educators and people who do a lot of science outreach and community outreach. So, it was kind of like getting training in both areas at the same time.Saintsing: Right, so you graduated from undergrad knowing that you wanted to do science communication then, or was that more of a kind of developing process?ElShafie: I would say it was an ongoing process. I did my undergraduate work at the University of Chicago. I'm from Chicago originally, and, and I had a great experience at U Chicago. I was working in, at the UC, a new Chicago fossil lab there for years as an undergrad, and I did some research for a thesis and everything, but through that fossil lab, I also had the opportunity to participate in a lot of science outreach with Chicago Public Schools after school and summer science programs, and I really enjoyed that and I loved seeing the transformation that the students would go through just coming in not really sure if science is for them and then leaving much more empowered in general. Not just in seeing themselves as scientists. So, I knew that I wanted that type of work to be a big part of my career as I was graduating undergrad, and then when I went into my master's program which was at the University of Nebraska in Lincoln, coming in I knew that I wanted to pursue more scientific research and get my graduate degree, but one semester in I realized I think I actually want the outreach to be my main focus. I was really jazzed about the research I was doing. I was really enjoying it, but I was starting to realize that my primary passion was not just doing the science but actually sharing the science with other people who might not have access to it yet or might not be familiar with it or see themselves as, as scientists or understand the role that science plays in their lives. That was really my, my main focus that I wanted to take, but I also know I wanted the scientific training so I finished my masters in Nebraska, and fortunately my, my master's advisor in Nebraska was very supportive of that realization in that aspiration, and he basically said, hey if you want to be the bridge between science and the public, awesome. We need more people like that. Get your masters in science first because that'll open more doors to you down the road, but while you're here start exploring and figure out what that career path might look like for you. And, I was doing a lot of my data collection for my master's thesis in collections at natural history museums around the country, and through that, I was kind of reminded how much I love working with museums and loved being in museums and because that was a big part of my childhood growing up in Chicago which has great museums and zoos and aquaria and such. So, I knew that I wanted to work with museums and an informal education in some capacity and kind of by the time I finished my Master's, I had realized, yeah, I think I want to pursue a leadership position with a museum or some science outreach program because there seems to be a really big demand for people who can fill those positions, people who can wear the science hat but also have a lot of outreach, education, communication experience and also who understand how to manage a team and manage a budget.Saintsing: So, you would say that as a child it was probably your experiences going to museums that sparked this whole career interest in science and in science communication?ElShafie: Definitely, I would always be begging my parents to take me to the Field Museum or the Shedd Aquarium or the Brookfield Zoo or the Museum of Science and Industry. Growing up in Chicago those were like my favorite places to hang out, and, and in addition, I would visit my parents or my grandparents down in the Florida Keys every winter. They would spend the winters down there, and my grandfather was a fisherman, and he used to take me out on his fishing boat, and I would snorkel off of his boat and we would see dolphins jumping around, and I just, I think that's, that's the earliest memory that I have as a child, when I was like six and he took us out on Christmas Day and all these, this whole pod of dolphins came and jumped all around us and it was just the most magical thing I've ever had in my six-year-old memory. That's when I really fell in love with nature and animals, and I've been hooked ever since, and, and the specific focus has kind of changed over the course of my life from marine biology for a long time to paleontology to herpetology now, working with reptiles and, and kind of global change more broadly. And then, science communication and science outreach I think has always been part of my interest because I love to share my passion for nature with other people, and so, now it's kind of it's all come together now, working on my PhD and even tying in my interest in film, working with film artists and different kinds of artists as part of the science communication work. So, it's been a lot of fun.Saintsing: All right, I was gonna ask, so as a kid you really liked talking about science?ElShafie: Yeah.Saintsing: So, you're probably just telling everybody non-stop about all the cool scientific things you were learning?ElShafie: Oh, sure. Anybody who wanted or didn't want to know about dolphins and sharks and lizards and whatever I was reading about at the time. Yeah, I love that stuff.Saintsing: But then, you mentioned earlier, part of the reason why you started getting more interested in, at least the, what you wrote the article that you published with the symposium, that was partially to help you understand how to communicate science in some ways.ElShafie: Yeah, absolutely.Saintsing: So, would you say that maybe it's harder to communicate the science that you're actually doing than just to share scientific facts you're learning?ElShafie: Definitely. You've hit the nail on the head. I think it's, it's really fun and easy to just like share cool facts about animals because animals are very cool and there's lots of cool facts that you can share about them just you know in, in conversation, but when you're doing scientific research, especially, you know, long term in-depth scientific research, the specific questions of which might be a little bit more removed from people's everyday experience, it is a lot harder to figure out how to share that in an engaging way with other people you know. When I started my program here, if you asked me what's your research about, I would have jumped immediately into a detailed, jargon-laden explanation of how I study these lizards that lived 45 million years ago, and, and their body size got much bigger as the mean annual paleo temperature got a lot hotter in the Eocene and, and etc. And, you know, when I used to give that explanation to my family members, who are like farmers in rural Maryland, or my family members in Egypt on my dad's side, they would nod politely and, and be excited for me because I was clearly excited about it, but they couldn't relate to it at all because I wasn't connecting it to anything that they could relate to. So, now when people ask me what do you study I just start with, I study how climate change impacts animals over time. That's it.Saintsing: Right.ElShafie: And then, if they're really that interested, then maybe I would get into that I also use fossils, and if they're more interested, then maybe we get to the point of: I study reptiles and some of the details that we discussed earlier. But, it's, you know, it's, you almost have to unlearn a little bit of how you're trained to talk about your science as a graduate student. I think that's why it's really important for science communication training to be part of any graduate training program, no matter what your field is, especially if you're, if you're in a STEM field, if you're training to be some kind of scientist because it's when we write our, you know, technical papers we have to talk about science in a particular way, but even there having some story structure can really help the paper flow, but when you're talking about science with broader audiences, especially non-specialist audiences or even scientists outside of your own field, it really helps if you can start at a more general level where everybody can, can clue in and, and relate to what you're saying and then you get into more detail from there as, as needed. But, you don't even need to go to that level of detail in most cases. People just want the general sense of what you're doing. I think the most important thing to keep in mind is who is your audience, who are you talking to, and what is your goal for that audience, what do you want them to take away from your interaction with them, and that might be something specific like, I want them to understand what's really cool about this method I'm using. It might be more general like I simply want this person to understand that I'm a human being who cares about the same things that they do.Saintsing: Right, we're coming up at the end of our interview. Typically at the end of the interview we just offer our guests a moment to speak on any issue they'd like to speak about, about social issues or about their topic, their research area in science, or really anything you'd like to address to the listeners.ElShafie: Sure. Appreciate it. I would love to say to anybody listening who is not currently in a science graduate degree program but if you're interested in science in any capacity then I hope that you pursue that interest in some form, whether it's pursuing a degree in science or even just learning about whatever scientific field you're interested in, and, and I encourage you to bring your other interests into that as well. I think the, the best scientists I know who are the most creative about how they approach their science are those who are interested in lots of different things, and, and, and vice versa. So, I think combining interests in lots of different fields is actually a really, it's, it's a great way to enrich your work no matter what you do, and, and scientists want to meet you, and scientists want to talk to you no matter what it is you do. We love, we love talking about science, but we also love learning about other things other than science because that just enriches our perspective about how we approach science. So, if you're an artist, if you're an educator, if you're a farmer, if you are whoever you are no matter what you do, please come chat with us because we'd love to meet you, and if you're a scientist listening, I really encourage you to step outside of academia as often as you can, especially if you're a graduate student or postdoc, you know. Don't wait until you finish your degree or until you get your career up and running. It already is running, and I think the more you meet and interact with people outside of science, the better scientist you will be because it will, you learn how other people think and that's really important for science communication, but it also just enriches your perspective and enhances your appreciation for what you do, and it's also a lot of fun, and especially if you have interests outside of science whether it's a hobby or another field or whatever it is, don't wait to dabble in that. Get involved with it. Take a class. Read a book. Join a group. Whatever it is, get involved with that now because being involved in lots of different things and expanding your horizons while you're in grad school is really great for your mental and emotional health, and, and it also just gives you a broader sense of how you can use your scientific training in the world, whether you want to pursue academia or potentially something else.Saintsing: Right, open dialogue with people who don't study the same thing as you, who are coming from different backgrounds, that would be good not just for scientists but for everyone, right?ElShafie: Mm-hmm.Saintsing: Yeah, but yeah especially for scientists. That's a great message, Sara. Thank you so much for being on the show. It was really great.ElShafie: It was a lot of fun talking to you today. Thank you so much for having me.Saintsing: I've been speaking with SaraElShafiefrom the Department of Integrative Biology. We were speaking about her interest in global climate change and how she communicates her science to the public. Tune in and two weeks for the next episode of The Graduates.