We sat silently in the balloon, floating gently this way and that - slaves to the mercies of the wind. Mother sat silently with tears rolling down her cheeks. I sat silently – desperate to comfort my mother but not having the faintest idea of how to do so. My father sat silently – unrepentant, and the balloon floated this way and that.I looked at my mother and thought of all that she had done. She had raised me as a child. She had loved me as a child. She had protected me, when our home was gone. She had guided me through the mines, when our protectors were gone. She had found a way out of Hafen, when all hope seemed gone. She had loved me and she had protected me.We sat silently in the balloon, floating gently this way and that - slaves to the mercies of the wind. Mother sat silently. I sat silently. My father sat silently. And the balloon floated this way and that.I looked at my father and thought of what he had done. He had abandoned us. For years, he had lived a life of luxury and done nothing to see how we were and when we had arrived he had sacrificed our two closest friends – our guardians who had guided us up the Schwer to Nirvaasan. He had sacrificed the two souls – without whom we would never have reached him.I looked at him and I wondered to myself, who was this villain who wore my father’s face.

TGC The Final Chapter

“When the elves came, Father Leiter, Brother Dezent, and Sister Gutig came to protect us. We left the house at night and-” but that was as far as I got in telling the story to my father as he started to shake. I was scared to look at him. His face was contorted and he was shaking uncontrollably. His shoulders were heaving up and down. “What is it?” I asked, concerned for him in spite of his behaviour since our arrival. Tears were rolling down his red face as he sobbed – but no he wasn’t sobbing. He was laughing!“Lei- ter!” He managed to get the name out through the tears and the laughs. “Leiter came to protect you – that coward.” He roared again with laughter. “Leiter thought he could protect you from the elves!” He thumped the table with his fist. “I notice he’s not here now. How long did he last before he fled to save himself? Did he make it through the night?”“No.” My mother answered him quietly from the curtain.“Scheren,” My father said her name – cruelty dripping from his voice. “Nice of you to rejoin the conversation. You were always quite the Leiter follower weren’t you. You always wished I was a little more like him didn’t you. That must have hurt you mustn’t it. He left you before the night was out – that’s impressive even by Leiter’s cowardly standards.”“He sacrificed himself for us.” My mother spoke quietly, “The last thing he said was that we should find you. He’s the bravest goblin I’ve ever known.”The room went silent then for a moment that seemed to stretch out into an eternity. Eventually, my father lifted himself from his chair, drained his glass and flung it with all his might at the opposite wall. “Leiter,” he roared at my mother, “is nothing but a coward who was never prepared to make the sacrifices that needed to be made to protect our kind.”“He’s the bravest goblin I’ve ever known.” My mother repeated – quietly but determinedly.“He. Is. A. Coward” My father roared back at her.It was at that moment that I felt the light building up within me. A tingling sensation burst from deep within me and ran all across my skin. There was nothing I could do to stop the light from coming. It didn’t matter that I wanted my mother to see me conjure light in a joyful moment. The light was coming and there was nothing that could be done to stop it. It started with my body glowing and I felt the room fall silent and all their eyes lock onto me. But the light didn’t stop there, it lit up the whole room. I saw my father’s face painted white by my light. My mother shone ethereal in the light I provided. The light forced itself upon Handeln and Manquer and the light continued to grow. It threw the door and the curtains open. The curtain fluttered in the light. The light grew brighter and brighter and brighter until suddenly I had no more light left within me to conjure and collapsed back in my chair.The room fell back into silence but only for an instant. My father now looked panicked.“There’s no way they won’t have noticed that. The elves will be coming. We need to be ready.”“What are you talki-” My mother was asking him.“Scheren,” My father spoke again, calmly but firmly – there was no cruelty in his voice this time. “I am sorry. I am sorry for – for everything I have done.” He paused, “I am sorry for everything I will do but right now I need you to listen to me. The elves will be coming and when they see that our child can summon the light, they will – they will - I can’t say it. You all need to listen to me. Dwarf, Manquer get behind me. Protect Scheren. Protect our child. There is a balloon in the middle of the yard. It is our only chance of getting out of here alive.”

TGC 26 In which Manquer makes another sacrifice

“Send for!” The voice was disbelieving. It came from behind me. It was my mother’s voice. “You did not send for our child!” She emerged from behind the curtain. “You’ve been away all these years!” Her voice had cracked a little and had a faint madness to it now. “Away from us! Away from your child! Living here as some elven prince! All this time you send for things! And you never once ‘sent for us’! Your family! How dare you Lehre!”My father did not seemed in the slightest troubled by my mother’s accusation. Nor did he seem remotely concerned by Handeln and Manquer following my mother out from behind the curtain.“They call me Betrüger now Scheren.” he said coldly.“Betrüger!” My mother spat the name at him in disgust. “Was your goblin name not good enough for the elves? You’re pathetic! You’re a traitor! You’re – You’re a coward!” Her voice rose with every insult.“Scheren,” He replied, as evenly as ever, “I know I’m none of those things but right now that is immaterial. You need to calm down.”“Calm dow-” My mother began to scream but my father cut her off before she had the chance. In a flash, he’d crossed the room impossibly quickly to hold his hand over her mouth.“Yes, you need to calm down and keep your voice down or the elves will here you. You may think I am their ‘prince’ but I assure you that I would be powerless to stop them from harming you, from harming the child, should they find you all here.” He paused before adding. “Why have you come here?” He frowned down at me emotionlessly. “And why did you bring our child?”When he took his hand away from my mother’s mouth, she turned away from him and walked back to the entrance to the tunnel.“They came to free you.” It was Manquer who spoke. Her hood for once was pulled down and her eyes blazed with hatred as she stared at my father.“Hello Manquer,” my father replied emotionlessly. “It’s been - quite - a while.”“Not long enough.” Manquer replied – her voice strangely calm and yet simultaneously boiling with rage.My father poured a golden liquid from a decanter into a small tumbler on the table in the middle of the room. A table that I noticed now was covered in grains of a fine black powder. Looking around, I saw black powder seemed to cover every surface. Whatever my father had been doing here, this black powder must surely be at the heart of it.“Would anyone care for a drink?” My father frowned as Handeln shrugged and took a glass from him. “And who are you?”“Handeln.” Handeln replied in his usual gruff voice.“Have you kept my child safe?”Handeln shrugged before nodding at Manquer, “Haven’t done as much as she has.”“Thank you,” my father nodded at Handeln ignoring Manquer entirely. “But, I still don’t know why you have come. Scheren, please stop this nonsense. You must talk to me at some point. Why are you here? Why have you come? Why didn’t you stay in Ruraux?”

TGC 25 In which we meet Betrüger

In the tunnel, an eerie chill seeped into my bones with every step and though it could not have been possible, it seemed as though the pitch black darkness grew darker still. I shivered.“This isn’t right,” Handeln was moaning, “I’ve been down many a tunnel - but never one like this.”I felt a dull ache - starting in my toes and travelling up my legs - spreading into my knees. The ache grew quickly until it had spread through my entire body so that my every step was a labour.“Be quiet Dwarf.” Manquer hissed.A fire had been lit inside me – quite in spite of the chill that surrounded us in the tunnel. My feet burnt with every step. My throat burnt - desperate for liquid. The cold air burnt my throat with every breath I took. Invisible flames burnt through the darkness to tear at my flesh with every step I took.“Listen Manquer,” Handeln snapped back, “I’ve had it -”A huge weight was weighing down on me. Pushing me down into the floor of the tunnel. Grinding me into the floor. I couldn’t take another step. Instead, I shuffled forward not even lifting my feet. I tripped over a small rock on the floor of the tunnel and crashed into the back of Handeln’s legs, sending him tumbling into Manquer.“I warned you,” Manquer whispered, drawing her knife from her belt in a flash and holding it out – point very definitely aimed at Handeln.“Stop it both of you,” my mother cried. “For goodness sake, can’t you feel it. It’s the tunnel. It’s Nirvaasan. The elf warned us to expect this.” She pulled me up and held me close. “We have come this far,” my mother carried on. “We can’t let this place stop us now; we are stronger than a little dark magic.”Irritably, Manquer grunted, stashed her knife back in her belt and untangled herself from Handeln. Breathing heavily, Handeln stared murderously at Manquer - but said nothing. Mother still held me and as she did the heat of the tunnel cooled a little. She kept hold of me and the load pushing down on me lessened. She placed her lips on my forehead and the aches subsided.“You’re safe darling,” she whispered in my ear and I knew that for as long as she was next to me – I was.I took a step after Handeln. It was easier than it had been before. I took another step and then another. It seemed to me that there was actually some light coming from far away. A small pinprick of light in the distance. Further we walked, and the pinprick turned into a fingernail. Still further we went until suddenly I could clearly make it out. There was a sheet of fabric covering this end’s entrance to the tunnel.We had made it; We had reached Nirvaasan. I smiled to myself and felt delirious laughter begin to consume me. I opened my mouth to laugh only to find my mother had clamped her hand over my mouth. I turned to look at her and saw her hold a finger to her lips then point to her ears. Following her lead, I listened closely.“They’re taking care of the traitor Hinweisgeber,” one voice was saying.“What had she done?” another voice replied.“I have not heard.”“It must have been something severe for the council to have got involved.”The other elf grunted its agreement.“Do you think it has anything to do with Betrüger.”“Most things do.”From behind the fabric, the creak of a door opening could be heard followed by it clicking shut.“Ahh Betrüger,” one of the elves greeted the figure – their voice suddenly nervous. “This will please you. The council have sent for Hinweisgeber.” “They’ve taken Hinweisgeber, well that does indeed please me,” Betrüger spoke in a strange cold emotionless voice. Each word was said the same as another. “Do you know when she was taken.”“They took her an hour or so ago.”

TGC 24 In which we reach Nirvaasan

I woke early the next morning, long before the sun had risen. I was cold. I was cold, confused and lonely. And Hinweisgeber’s words from the night before still chased themselves around my head, “He’s changed. He’s different.” How had my father changed? How was he different? Would he look the same? Would he sound the same? Suddenly, another question – a particularly unwelcome question - lodged itself in my mind. Would he remember me?It was too much for me; I couldn’t bear the prospect that I may see my father again only to have him not recognise me. With a sob, I slipped out of bed and shuffled bleary-eyed to the door. Pushing it open I came out onto the landing. Barely awake, I tried to remember which room was which. Handeln was in the room next to mine and next to him was Manquer, which left mother in the room opposite mine. I approached the door, reached for the handle and paused. I could hear hushed voices from behind the door. Was Hinweisgeber inside talking to my mother? Preparing her for what we would find in Nirvaasan. I didn’t know what to do; I didn’t want to eavesdrop but I wanted to speak to my mother; I was lonely. Unsure what to do, I pressed my ear to the door to hear whether it was acceptable for me to intrude.“I’m sorry, I never knew. They never told me.” It was my mother’s voice. Who was she apologising to? Who never told her what? I fought back the urge to throw the door open.“I was there waiting.” It was Manquer. “I waited for two years. Two years I waited for you. Do you have any idea what it was like?” I heard a muffled sob through the door. “I – I -. You were the only one.”“I’m sorry,” my mother’s voice again – low and strained, “If I’d known, I’d have been there. The world couldn’t have stopped me.”“He could though,” Manquer replied bitterly. “He did. He stopped you from getting that message.”“I’m sorry,” my mother was sobbing now, “If I’d known, I would have been there. I – I – felt the same way. I always felt the same way. I – I – I feel that way still.”“Hello little goblin,” Handeln’s gruff voice came from behind me; loudly as though hoping to be heard from behind the door. “Are you alright there?”“I -” I turned to him, and unable to look him in the eye I started to cry.“C-mere little goblin,” Handeln pulled me into a warm embrace. “We’ve nearly made it. We’ve nearly got back to your old father. Only a couple of hours now and you’ll have your father back.”This didn’t help and I sobbed all the more until the door opened and my mother stood over us.“Darling,” she said in a quavering voice. “Whatever’s the matter?” When she knelt down to pull me close to her, I couldn’t help but notice: how wet her cheeks were; how red her eyes were and I couldn’t help but feel that my distress was not the only cause.A short while later, once I’d managed to stop crying we ascended - as a four - to the room we had eaten in the night before to see Hinweisgeber already waiting for us.“My dear guests,” Hinweisgeber began as we entered the room. “You must accept my apologies. I fear my tale caused much upset last night. Please take this.” Hinweisgeber passed us each a loaf of bread. “Eat this and know that it will give you strength. Now, we don’t have much time so listen to me closely. The elves will be coming here shortly. No, don’t interrupt me. I will hold them for as long as I am able. Descend the staircase. All the way until you are beneath the roots of my home. There you will find a door. Behind the door is a tunnel. The way will be dark but you will pass through.” As these last words were spoken, Hinweisgeber eyes seemed to linger awkwardly upon me.

TGC 23 In which I overhear a conversation

We ate a feast that night. Entering the room, we were greeted by a plate full of warm strangely-shaped pastries filled with crushed mushrooms - richer than anything I’d ever eaten before. Next, the elf served us a parsnip and potato soup that warmed my toes, my fingers and my soul. And last but not least, we ate an apple pie so delicious that I lost count of how many portions Handeln ate.As he finished one of his many helpings, my mother addressed the elf. “Thank you, most sincerely for your incredible kindness, but may I ask you a question.”The elf nodded evenly.“Why are you doing this?”“May I suggest,” the elf spoke slowly, “that it may be easier for me to tell you a story and then I give you my word. I will answer any questions you may have – that are mine to answer.”It was my mother’s turn to slowly nod.“Long ago, before I was – separate. I was sent by the council of the high elves. There was concern - regarding the rumours coming out of Ruraux. Rumours of dark sciences that could split the sky and split the earth. Naturally, like many elves, I couldn’t believe that Goblins could wield a power like that and dismissed it as little more than rumour - but as the dutiful being that I was, I travelled there.” The elf fixed its eyes on me. “I saw you there, crawling over your father in a park. I was amazed. I’d never seen somewhere so beautiful. It’s something we elves could never have built. I don’t know whether you’ve seen an elven city. White marble – all white marble. All the same. All uniform. There’s no grit in an elven city, no character. So imagine how impressed I was by your Ruraux. Built on stones thousands and thousands of stones. And cobbled roads,” The elf smiled for a moment, pausing before continuing, “what a dream they were. The idea that a road doesn’t have to be perfectly level. How magical that was. I must confess that the thought crossed my mind many times to simply live there in Ruraux amongst the goblins – but I was still aware that I was there for a reason.“I found Lehre easily enough and followed him. I followed him to the park with both of you. I followed him to the inn. I followed him back from the inn and watched him throw you into the night air.” The elf smiled again, “but I could never see what he was doing. In the end, I waited until he was in the inn one night. I enchanted all of the clientele and bought him drink after drink. He was proud in the end of what he’d built. ‘It’s going to change the world.’ He said. ‘Us goblins will be free to choose our own paths.’“’Fantastic,’ I said to him somewhat sincerely. Don’t forget that at this point I was quite the admirer of Ruraux. ‘How will you do it?’ I asked him.” Here our host paused, breathed deeply and closed her eyes. “And your Lehre, your father offered to show me. We left the tavern and walked away. I won’t say where to, that knowledge is still too dangerous, but I followed him and he showed me and he was quite right. He certainly would have changed the world. Goblins would have been free to choose their own paths. The world would have been free to choose its path – but one path of destruction is much like any other. And Ruraux would have been at the centre point of an empty world if I hadn’t stopped him.”“You stopped him?” I cried in surprise. “How? What did you do?”

TGC 22 In which an elf tells a story

Several thing happened at once. In a flash, Handeln had drawn his club from his belt and launched it violently at the elf. Simultaneous to this, Manquer had drawn her knife and sent it gliding through the air. As these two objects flew across the clearing, time seemed to slow down. Stepping away from me the elf plucked first the club then the knife from the air as easily as one might pluck a plum from a tree.Laying both at my feet, the elf spoke to my mother again, “I mean you no harm. I am,” the elf paused before repeating the words she had spoken to me, “separate from the rest of my kind.” There was something in the eerie calmness of the elf’s voice that seemed familiar but I couldn’t place what it was.At that moment however, everyone’s attention was demanded by Handeln. With his fists clenched, he roared and charged at the elf. With every step, his pace increased and his roar grew louder. He was going so fast that there could be no doubt. The elf was going to be split in two. Handeln ducked as he ran and dived into the elf… except… The elf was no longer there. Handeln went flying head first into a tree trunk and fell back – dazed onto the forest floor.The elf, who had simply taken half a step back, turned to Manquer and raised its eyebrows, “And you Manquer, do I need to put you into a tree along with your dwarf friend.”Manquer almost smiled before she replied, “I don’t think that will be necessary.”“Who are you? Why are you here? And how do you know so much about us?” It was my mother speaking now.“I am an elf, separate from my kind. I have been waiting for you. As for how I know so much about you – I think you may be rather surprised by how much the world knows of the mother and child who entered the mines. The mother and child, who fought a mermaid. The mother and child, who burnt down Hafen. The mother and child, who feasted with orcs.”“But that’s not true,” I cried, “you are a liar!”The elf spoke without looking at me, “Little in this world is true little one, and less by the day. I, however, am not a liar. I did not say this of you; this is what the world has said of you. It talks of little else these days, from the moment the sun rises to the moment the moon floats into the sky the world whispers of the mother-goblin and her child,” the elf paused, before calmly adding, “The mother-goblin and her child and the light in the darkness that they represent.”The elf stopped speaking then and an uneasy silence fell upon the clearing. A silence that none seemed willing to break. I had not realised our journey was so well known; I had thought we had made no impact. I had thought we had passed through the world like an ant; The world on the other hand thought we had passed through it like a dragon burning all in its path. I felt tears start to well behind my eyes and was grateful when the elf spoke again, “Come, you must all be exhausted. I would like to think I have proved I can be trusted.” The elf paused, “You are all still breathing after all.”

TGC 21 In which we receive the hospitality of an elf

Finally after what felt like a lifetime, we landed. Or to put it more accurately, I found myself crashing through increasingly thick and firm branches until finally I reached branches that were so thick that I stopped smashing through them and instead bounced from branch to branch to branch to the ground below.I looked this way and that, searching for my mother. My heart started to thump; my breath started to quicken; she was nowhere to be seen. I felt a snake wind itself around my neck and opened my mouth to shriek.“Shh…” The snake was an arm, pulling me close. I looked up into a beautiful face - a beautiful face of an elf. I leapt back - away from this villain. Turning, I stumbled through the undergrowth, tripping over a root. Crashing to the floor, I stumbled in terror on my hands and knees. Unperturbed, the elf slowly advanced on me. It raised its hands – about to curse me from one life to the next. Without thinking, I raised my hands and screamed.I didn’t know that it was coming. I didn’t even feel the light coming; it must have come from within me although it had happened so quickly that I didn’t know it at the time. The light began by emanating from my torso and sparks raced down my arms to my hands, where the sparks joined together into crackling orbs of light – into two crackling orbs of power. Not knowing what to do, I threw my arms at the elf. Time seemed to slow down as the orbs soared through the space between us. The elf’s face contorted into a grimace of pain as the light crashed into its hands – forcing the elf backwards. First one step, then another – the elf forced to retreat as the light advanced upon it. Grimacing, the elf took another step back pushing desperately at the light. Then to my horror, I saw the two orbs of light slowly start to shrink; they had been the size of my head when I had cast them at the elf. They had shrunk to the size of a melon; they shrunk to the size of an apple; they shrunk to the size of a pea. And then, they disappeared.Desperate, I tried to summon the light to protect me once more but it was no use. The elf’s face – serenely beautiful once again – advanced, still holding her hands aloft – threateningly. “I mean you no harm, goblin.” Her voice was soft and I was taken back to the night in Hafen, when the elf had ordered us to stop on the gangway. This elf’s voice was different – softer and warmer – but I knew my enemy. I gritted my teeth, determined not to be brought under the elf’s control. “I mean you no harm,” the elf repeated.She sounded so reasonable, so kind, surely I could believe her. I bit down hard on my tongue. The bitter taste of blood filled my mouth. I knew she was my enemy. I turned and stumbled away again. Tripping over another root, I fell again. The elf was standing over me.“If I wanted to hurt you,” the elf said sadly, “you would be powerless to stop me.”A cool feeling of dread rose up from the pit of my stomach and filled me from my knotted hair to my knobbly toes. There was no point of fighting. I couldn’t beat an elf and she was right – there was nothing I could do. I fell back – sprawling out on the floor.To my surprise, the elf turned and pulled a large leaf from a tree and passed it to me.“Suck on this.”“What?”“Suck on it,” The elf repeated, “You are dehydrated. You are thirsty. You need water”Not entirely convinced, I did as she said and sucked on the leaf. It was glorious! A strange sweet liquid seemed to burst from the leaf into my mouth. I sucked and sucked until the leaf shrivelled into a wilted rag. Greedily, I went to crawl to the tree to tear another leaf but the elf’s hand held me down with a surprising vice-like grip.“No more or you’ll be sick. Rest now, we’ll be on the way soon. It’s not safe for us to stay here for too long. Elves will be looking for us.”

TGC 20 In which we meet an Elf

Manquer pulled at a rope fiercely, watched the sails fall, and nodded awkwardly as the ship lifted ever so slightly out of the water. Turning, I saw a ship, a huge ship, a colossal ship – the size of which I could never have even imagined - appear on the horizon. Even at a distance, one could tell that this was a truly tremendous ship. All one had to do was count the number of sails. There were scores of them; scores upon scores of white sheets billowing as the ship of the elves flew down the river towards us.Our ship – so small and delicate by comparison – seemed to have summoned some hitherto unknown speed and was racing towards the opposite horizon.Handeln stood at the side of the boat, gripping the bannister tightly in his strong hands. I watched him gulp uneasily as another gust of wind came to fill our sails.“What are you doing?” Handeln cried.“What does it look like?” Manquer replied - her voice still calmly melodic. “Fleeing the elves, now tighten that rope. Little one,” she said to me, “grip that rope, Scheren help your child.”I followed Manquer’s orders unquestioningly and gripped the rope in my hands. I felt my mother reach around me and take hold of the ropes as well. “Hold tight darling,” she whispered – and hearing her words, I felt a flash of bravery flare up within my soul.“You can’t outrun the elves,” Handeln roared at Manquer, who ignored him and continued to squint at the horizon. “We haven’t a hope of outrunning the elves.”Manquer didn’t turn to him – in fact to look at Manquer, one would have no idea that she’d even heard him. Her words floated through the air, “Dwarf, when did I say anything about outrunning the elves? And when are you going to hold that rope?”Confused at Manquer’s words, I looked up to see where she was heading and was surprised to see the horizon was now no more than perhaps two hundred feet away. I was suddenly away of a strange burbling noise – faint at first but growing stronger all the time, as though a solitary chick chirping for its mother had been joined by hundreds upon hundreds of other lost chicks all searching for their mothers.Quickly, the burbling grew to the roar of a lion as we came closer still to the horizon. First one lion, then two then dozens all roaring ferociously at us. The water had started to bubble ominously around us. And the horizon couldn’t be further than twenty feet away. The water – the river – ended - abruptly. Our ship sailed out into the air and seemed to float strangely in the air. It was as if time had frozen – as if Manquer had frozen time. I saw Handeln’s knuckles whiten as he gripped the rope; I felt my mother simultaneously hold me and the rope; I saw Manquer move impossibly fast. I saw the sun flash on her knife swishing through the air as she cut rope after rope. First one rope, then another. She seemed to cut every rope on that ship until suddenly time regained control.Suddenly, I realised what Manquer had been doing, she’d been cutting the sail free from the ship. The ship plummeted down alongside the water that raced down into an unruly cauldron of foam and danger far below. Manquer, Handeln, Mother and I on the other hand floated gently in the breeze as air filled our boatless sail. The sail blew one way and then the other and we dangled from it like dandelion seeds blowing in the wind.As we floated there - three goblins and a dwarf suspended in the air – I looked back at the river. It looked as if it had run to the edge of the world and simply fallen over the edge and was pouring violently down the side of a cliff into the beginning of a new world far below. The water, once still and blacky-blue was now a raging torrent of white violence roaring ferociously at the world.

TGC 19 In which Manquer makes a sacrifice

Young Adult Fantasy Audiobook touching on themes of displacement, family and childhood.When the elves come to Ruraux, a goblin and her child are forced on a journey that will change their lives and the world they live in for ever.

The Goblin Chronicles

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