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Turning the wild creativity questions on myself

Season 2, Ep. 4

Happy New Moon! In this episode it's just me, Sophie, again as I take a moment to reflect on the power of the conversations we have had so far - huge gratitude to Tamara, Vero and Laura, they really have been so insightful and inspiring!!


I turn the questions that I've been sending to our guests to date on myself, as I realised that I haven't vocalised my answers and current experiences around these topics. They are ever changing and developing and this feels like the perfect moment to share where I'm at, how I currently view myself and how my conditioning is unravelling.


I explain how I show up in the world right now.

I unpack the ways that my creative magic shows up in my life, what my work looks like and how it does essentially all tie together.

I share memories that encouraged me to be creative - my creative breadcrumbs!

I look at things that challenged my creative growth, and the biggest blocks to being my true creative self.

I can see how my good girl conditioning and perfectionism has massively effected my approach to creativity, and how I am questioning the familial and societal structures that I want to subscribe to.

I describe what I would say to someone who has realised that their creative expression is ‘playing safe’ so as not to offend people, or trying to gain approval from an external source.

I share where you can find me and connect with my work and how I realise and work with my limitations too!


Next episode more guests will be arriving... wait for it!

Grateful for this organic hiatus and reflection.

Happy New Moon everyone.


Please do get in touch with me with questions or comments, I’d love to hear from you at sophie@thefireflycreatrix.com with any thoughts, feedback or requests for content discussion!

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