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The Unexpected Path to Growing Our Family
This episode includes discussion of pregnancy loss and pregnancy after loss. If this is something you’re currently navigating, or if today isn’t the right time to listen, please take care of yourself and come back whenever it feels right. Our hearts are with you.
In this episode, Emily shares a story she never imagined would be hers.
She opens up about the journey to having a second baby — from going into it naïvely, to experiencing two early pregnancy losses, and navigating pregnancy after loss. Emily reflects on how loss reshaped her relationship with pregnancy, control, and hope, and what it’s been like to hold fear and gratitude in the same breath.
With the support of Lilli, this conversation is held gently and honestly. It makes space for the reality of grief, guarded joy, anxiety, and the quiet resilience that comes from walking a path you never expected.
They explore the heartbreak of loss, the exhaustion of the first trimester, and the slow, steady shift into reassurance — while acknowledging that pregnancy after loss is never carefree.
If this story resonates with you in any way, please know you’re not alone. Wherever you are right now, we’re holding space for you.
If this episode brings anything up for you, and you feel like you need a little extra support, you don’t have to navigate it alone. Pink Elephants Support Network offers compassionate support, resources, and community for those impacted by pregnancy loss.
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54:26||Ep. 100This week on Suddenly Thirty, Emily and Lilli are marking a big milestone — the 100th episode — the only way they know how: by sharing their ultimate Chic List for 2026.In this celebratory episode, the girls unpack all the little and big things they believe define chic living right now. From crisp cotton white sheets and natural, understated nails, to signature drinks, softly dimmed warm lighting, and the rituals that make everyday life feel intentional and elevated, nothing is off the table.The conversation flows through personal tastes, evolving preferences, and the quiet luxuries that feel especially meaningful in this season of life. It’s a reflective and feel-good chat about creating beauty in the mundane, embracing simplicity, and leaning into what feels timeless rather than trendy.Whether you’re listening for inspiration, validation, or simply to romanticise your own routines a little more, this episode is a love letter to the details that make life feel chic — and a joyful toast to 100 episodes.Before we sign off, we just want to say the biggest thank you to everyone who has been part of the Suddenly Thirty journey so far. Whether you’ve joined us for one episode or listened every week, we are so grateful for you. This podcast exists because of this community, and every conversation, laugh, and idea is created with you in mind. We truly do this for you, and it means more to us than we can put into words to have you here, listening, supporting, and growing alongside us — we wouldn’t be here without you.
99. The Cost of the Aesthetic: Fake Tuscany & the Beckhams
56:38||Ep. 99Suddenly Thirty returns for its first episode of the year, with Emily and Lilli easing back in after the holiday break and catching up on the conversations that took over while they were away.They dive into everything unfolding within the Beckham family, unpacking the ongoing Brooklyn drama and sharing their opinions on how the family fallout has played out. From family dynamics to public perception, the girls do not hold back.The episode then shifts to the growing trend of birth announcements without ever publicly announcing a pregnancy, exploring why more people are choosing to keep pregnancies entirely offline. They discuss how this approach feels chic, intentional, and reflective of changing boundaries around privacy and performance on social media.Australian Open fashion also gets its moment, with commentary on the look everyone is talking about, the intersection of sport and style, and why the tournament continues to be the place to be each summer.To close, the girls introduce their new segment, Taste Court. This week, the rise of the European farmhouse aesthetic is put on trial, with thoughts on why it is everywhere right now and whether it is already reaching peak saturation.Follow us on Instagram @suddenlythirtypodcast to stay up to date with what we’ve been up to, behind the scenes and future episodes.Subscribe to the Suddenly Thirty Substack where we collate all the things we’ve been into this week and share them with you.
98. Wrapped Up: Christmas, ChatGPT & The Year That Was
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97. The art of a slower Christmas
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96. Welcoming Grey: a home birth story
59:44||Ep. 96After a month away, Lilli and Emily return with a heartfelt, life-filled catch up — because a lot can happen in four weeks. In this week’s episode, the duo reunites behind the mic to talk about the biggest news of all: the arrival of baby Grey and the beginning of life as a family of five.Lilli opens up about her home birth — an intimate and powerful experience that unfolded in the comfort of her own space. She reflects on the emotions, the surprises, the support, and the moments she’ll never forget, offering a candid look at what it felt like to welcome Grey into the world exactly as she had hoped.The conversation moves through the early days of newborn life and how everyone is adjusting to this new chapter. From slow mornings to the beautiful chaos of five, Lilli gives a glimpse into her world right now — tender, transformative, and very real.A gentle, genuine catch up to ease back in — and we're so glad to be back!Follow us on Instagram @suddenlythirtypodcast to stay up to date with what we’ve been up to, behind the scenes and future episodes.Subscribe to the Suddenly Thirty Substack where we collate all the things we’ve been into this week and share them with you. Our latest edit is now live where Lilli shares all the details of the baby boy room that still feels like her.
95. Asked & Answered: thriving, friendship, and finding balance
46:40||Ep. 95This week on Suddenly Thirty, Emily and Lilli answer your questions in an honest and unfiltered Q&A. From relationships and career to motherhood, interiors, and friendship, they share their thoughts, experiences, and advice on finding balance, evolving through different seasons of life, and surrounding yourself with the right people.It’s an open and thoughtful chat filled with laughter, reflection, and plenty of real talk — we hope you enjoy!Follow us on Instagram @suddenlythirtypodcast to stay up to date with what we’ve been up to, behind the scenes and future episodes.Subscribe to the Suddenly Thirty Substack where we collate all the things we’ve been into this week and share them with you. Our latest edit is now live where Lilli shares all the details of the baby boy room that still feels like her.
94. Mat leave diaries and Bali girls gone wild
50:20||Ep. 94This week on Suddenly Thirty, Lilli gives a real and honest update on what the final few weeks of pregnancy are feeling like — from the physical and emotional reality of it all, to how she’s spending her days now on maternity leave and deep in nesting mode. Emily shares all the details from her girls’ trip to Bali — the wild nights, the chaos that unfolded, and the comedy of errors that took place on the flight home with the passengers from hell.The girls also open up about the importance of taking a break — especially as mums — and reflect on how rest, fun, and perspective can completely reset your mindset. To wrap up, they chat through what’s on their current wish lists, from practical postpartum must-haves to dream purchases and everything in between.Follow us on Instagram @suddenlythirtypodcast to stay up to date with what we’ve been up to, behind the scenes and future episodes.Subscribe to the Suddenly Thirty Substack where we collate all the things we’ve been into this week and share them with you. Our latest edit is now live where Lilli shares all the details of the baby boy room that still feels like her.
93. Beauty hacks, baby bumps and Bali bags
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