Pay It Forward Radio

Continuing my series on abusa. I've been discovering a lot about loyalty and faithfulness and carrying that pain around. I'm ready to let it go. lets do it.

I don't really know how to label this one, as what came out was not what i initially thought. But I really hope it blesses whoever listens to it. This is uncharted territory.

My apologies, I meant to upload this last week and i missed it.

I experienced today what it meant not to play small. Inspired by Cynthia Arivo's Defying Gravity"There's no wizard that will ever bring me down"

I kept getting motivated to talk about my experiences with all type of abuse, especially s*xual, from when i was young, to now, from men and from women. I really was hesitant to start talking about this, but it needs to be said. This one is truly for me.

As I come to turn 36, I honestly feel overwhelmed by where I feel like I should be. by how many friends of mine have seemingly just shot past me in life, and how far I feel like I've got to go. and I realized in a conversation I was having, that I'm living the life that me 10 years ago dreamed about. so honestly, this is just me talking about that.

I've seen a lot of death lately, and I'm seeing a lot of transformation, in myself, and in others.And through all of this, one thing remains important.Connection.

I like dancing and I like seeing people get along.