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My Story With Gianni (Third Season)

Backed Into A Corner (Antonia forces Emmanuel to choose)

Season 3, Ep. 8

We are at the moment of truth between Antonia and Emmanuel: the woman, no longer willing to put up with Emmanuel's relationship with Gianni, corners him and forces him to choose between the photographer and her son.

A blackmail that Emmanuel does not intend to accept.

The performers are Paul Emmanuel, Emmanuel himself (who also translated the episode from Italian) and Antonia.

The soundtrack includes instrumental covers of "Should Have Known Better" and "Futile Devices" by Sufjan Stevens.

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