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Leaving Hillsong

The Closer I Get to God Part 1

Season 3, Ep. 22

De'Vannon, Drapps and I talked last June for #pride but the interview never made the month

De's story is too great to miss so I saved it up and here we are with worldpride and this conversation is still so rich and so relevant.


De'Vannon grew up in the South of the USA in a faith based home and community and has seen his own trials and tribulations, literally.


He's been in Lakewood Church serving under Joel Osteen, he's been in prison, and now he's just into podcasts and being his own pastor.


Join us for an #LGBT special event with De's ideas on what it means to be a Black gay Christian man living in Louisiana and loving life!

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