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101 TRUTH IN SHIFTS while/in TRANSFORMATION with EIREN
Season 3, Ep. 35
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Following up our centennial cast with a special guest Eiren of @thetempleofmirrors, where we talk about the specific magick of mirrors and the crossroads. Many might feel like the terms “shadow work” “mirrorwork” and “listening to our inner truth” are overplayed statements, but there is power in simple and lived examples. If you feel like you need a companion (karamay, katuwang) through the depths of the recent transformations that could be full of questions and the sense of feeling lost in the liminal space of change, then this is the episode for you.
Personally I find Eiren’s voice here a refreshingly simple at payak in approach and clarity with regards to shepherding the Self through it’s many changes. I hope you all enjoy this episode as much as I did! PS: this episode is significantly in taglish covers:
- ereshkigal, queen of the underworld guiding the establishment of the temple of mirrors
- walking into the world naked, unfettered truth of what is still true for you?
- grieving projects/selves we invested so much time on
- what builds your foundation?
- how does one discern truth when you’ve doubted it?
- what if something feels true but also doesn’t feel light? what if I lived with doubt? shadowwork
- would you love her(the dream) and yourself(the shift) through her ugly and bad days?
- you know what you want (1) what’s the worse that can happen? spelling out fears
- Eiren’s fear of being visible Maria’s fear of The Factory
- You become what you fear most, mirror-work
- gaslight girlboss of projection and having no other choice but to love the worst
- compass of your heart. hunter vis a vis the garden
- inevitable polarity, being open to change in seasons in self and others
—— Connect with Eiren: https://www.instagram.com/thetempleofmirrors/ Let’s help each other!
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