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EP63. Q&A with Zen Buddhist Master on Existence, Death, and Impermanence | Ryushin Marchaj
I interview my friend and teacher, Zen Buddhist priest Ryushin Marchaj, about how to live when you know you will die. We explore death, reincarnation, impermanence, and the existential pain—and beauty—of being human, through the lens of Zen Buddhism.
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Rev. Konrad Ryushin Marchaj, is a Zen priest in the tradition of Zen Buddhism, and a dharma heir of the late John Daido Loori, Roshi. Ryushin Sensei was the abbot of Zen Mountain Monastery in the Catskill Mountains of New York. Born in Warsaw, Poland, he immigrated to the United States in 1967. He received a Bachelor of Arts degree in Anthropology from Yale University in 1976, and his medical degree from Albany Medical College in 1980. He worked first as a pediatrician in Portland, Maine, later serving in the US Navy as a physician for three years. He then returned to Albany for postgraduate training in psychiatry. After completing his residency, he served as medical director for a community psychiatric outreach program, the Mobile Crisis Team, which served Albany County’s disenfranchised and homeless population. He entered full-time residential training at the Monastery in 1992. In addition to his roles as the Monastery’s abbot and director of operations, he explored contemplative practices in higher education, collaborating with several liberal arts educators and administrators in the Northeast to look at ways for college students to engage religious practice as part of their education. He has been practicing Buddhism since 1983. Since 2014, he has been rigorously exploring and training in ayahuasca ceremonies in various traditions, guided by several teachers. Drawing on his background as a physician and psychiatrist, Ryushin’s infectious interest and thorough training in the workings of the mind and compassionate expression of unconditional love, combined with his skill at translating complex concepts into the accessible, everyday language, characterize his unique teaching style. Currently, he resides and guides at River Refuge Zen Temple in Roxbury, Connecticut.
Contact: Ryushin Marchaj at 845-282-4278 or fusanryushin@gmail.com
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TIMESTAMPS
00:00 Zen Buddhism on Death and Dying
01:45 Childhood Fascination with Death
04:00 Buddhist Teachings on Death and the Ego
08:00 How to Die Peacefully: Lessons from Zen
09:00 What Is the Ego? The Illusion of Self
12:00 Loneliness, Isolation, and the Human Condition
15:00 Spiritual Materialism and the Spiritual Ego
17:00 Mortality, Meaning, and the Urgency of Life
20:00 Ayahuasca, Consciousness, and Facing Death
24:00 Zen Lineage, Dharma Transmission, and Awakening
25:30 Watching a Zen Master Die
29:00 Love, Vulnerability, and Letting Go
33:00 Death, Love, and Human Connection
34:00 Reincarnation in Zen Buddhism
39:00 The Wheel of Samsara Explained
41:00 Consciousness, Rebirth, and the Afterlife
43:00 The Nature of Consciousness and Reality
47:00 Impermanence, Grief, and Loss
49:00 What Death Teaches Us About Love
50:00 Meditation, Surrender, and Preparing for Death
52:00 Nirvana, Enlightenment, and the Wisdom of No Escape
55:00 Nonduality, Oneness, and Buddhist Philosophy
57:00 How to Cope with Fear of Death
58:00 Final Wisdom: Receive Some Love Today
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PODCAST LINKS
Website: www.innercalling.org
Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/innercalling/id1809177408
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65. EP65. Breaking the Stigma of Teen Athlete Depression. A Father's Powerful Story | Brian Monday
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64. EP64. Can mystical experiences heal? | Dr. Bill Richards on the Science of Psychedelics: Consciousness, Fear of Death & Mental Health
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62. EP62. Dr. David Wen | Parenting ADHD Kids & Teens: Practical Tips for Navigating Challenges & Defiance, Breaking Conflict Patterns
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61. EP61. "You're Not Special": The Most Liberating Lesson About Shame (You Have to Hear This Story) | Brenton Queen LMFT
01:00:54||Season 1, Ep. 61I interview my friend, therapist Brenton Queen, LMFT about a difficult time in his life involving shame, suicidal thoughts, and addiction. We talk about psychedelic assisted therapy and the role of spirituality in healing. ***This episode contains an open conversation about depression, suicidal thoughts, and addiction. Please take care of yourself and take a break if you need to. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out: 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline — call or text 988.***Brenton Queen, LMFT, LCAS, CEC is a Marriage & Family Therapist, Addiction Specialist, and founder of Life Recreated. Over 20 years, he's worked with individuals, families, and groups across homes, hospitals, jails, and boardrooms, with a focus on relieving suffering and helping people reconnect with their deepest selves. He completed a certificate in psychedelic-assisted therapy and research through the California Institute of Integral Studies and has spoken at TEDx on psychedelics and the future of mental health treatment.https://www.liferecreatednc.com/***TIMESTAMPS00:00 – Introduction00:02 – Brenton's inner calling00:04 – Marriage falling apart, feeling like a fraud00:05 – Suicidal ideation and mapping it all out00:06 – The client who changed everything00:07 – Meeting Ed, the therapist who saved his life00:09 – "You are looking at the problem"00:10 – How Ed dispelled shame00:11 – "You're self-centered and arrogant"00:14 – Shame spirals and why you're not special00:17 – Shame at the heart of everything00:21 – Ed, the 12 steps, and grinding away at yourself00:23 – Expectations are pre-planned resentments00:24 – Primary and secondary suffering00:26 – Shame underneath addiction00:29 – How addiction works and why it makes sense00:32 – First thing to target: shame00:36 – Safety is the presence of connection00:38 – From transformation to plant medicine00:40 – Spirituality as soul medicine00:44 – The spiritual work of therapy00:47 – Psychedelics and addiction recovery00:50 – What people experience with plant medicine00:55 – What Brenton would say to his 2011 self00:56 – What to say to someone struggling with shame00:59 – The whale: swimming, breathing, going back in***LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCASTApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/innercalling/id1809177408Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4K2khwqNKgs90Hs8vrQenZ?si=ad3d2dbeceab49c4***CONNECTINNERCALLING Podcast Website: www.innercalling.orgDr. Victoria Ranade: www.victoriaranade.comIG: https://www.instagram.com/drvictoriaranadeHope+Wellness: Kind, Compassionate, Evidence-Based Mental Health Care where you are genuinely seen and understood: https://www.hope-wellness.com* * * *WHAT IS INNERCALLING?innercalling is a podcast dedicated to the belief that there is a light inside you of profound power, beauty, and wisdom that no darkness can ever overcome. It's a space where mental health meets spirituality, and explore timeless questions about existence, mortality, and what it deeply means to be human.Hosted by Dr. Victoria Ranade, PhD, MBA, ABPP, conversations feature real, organic conversation between two humans, inspired by the field of mental health & clinical psychology, which values what happens simply when two people sit together and talk about life and all its beauty and complications.WHO IS DR. VICTORIA?Hi there, I'm Dr. Victoria Ranade. I'm a board certified licensed clinical psychologist, writer, and podcaster deeply passionate about mental health, spirituality, integrative wellness, and honoring the light inside you — the one that no darkness can ever overcome. Fun fact: You're one of my greatest inspirations.✌🏼💛I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU. SEND ME ANY MAIL OR QUESTIONS HERE:info@innercalling.org#spirituality #mentalhealth #depression #drvictoriaranade #innercallingpodcast #intuition #innerwisdom #innerlight #suicideprevention #addictionrecovery #addition #psychedelicmedicine
60. EP60. "Joy Is Revolution": AI, Consciousness & the Future of Being Human | Susan X Jane
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59. EP59. How Failure Helped an Emmy-Winning Artist Find His Calling | Ben Juwono
01:23:06||Season 1, Ep. 59I interview my friend Ben Juwano about the time he survived depression & got kicked out of grad school. We also talk about what it takes to pursue a career in animation these days.***Ben Juwono is a Supervising Director @ Disney TV Animation. He is an Emmy and Annie Award-winning Storyboard Artist, Director, and Show Creator. But before any of that, Ben was my Physics TA at the University of California, Irvine. :)Web: http://bjwno.net/IG: e57124575Timestamps:00:00 – Introduction00:00 – Ben's "bad answer" about inner calling00:00 – Drawing on the margins of physics homework00:00 – Passion vs. natural talent00:00 – Advice for young artists pursuing art as a career00:00 – The animation industry boom and bust00:00 – Are you doing it for yourself or chasing someone else?00:00 – Hitting walls and why you should hit them hard00:00 – Getting kicked out of grad school00:00 – Depression, suicidal ideation, and wanting to give up00:00 – The Hot Fuzz movie that saved his life00:00 – Finding new joy after failure00:00 – Following your truth00:00 – Leadership, ego, and learning to serve00:00 – Detachment as a shield — and learning to reconnect00:00 – Finding joy in the small things00:00 – What Ben would say to his younger selfIf you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out:988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: call or text 988Crisis Text Line: text HOME to 741741***LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCASTApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/innercalling/id1809177408Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4K2khwqNKgs90Hs8vrQenZ?si=ad3d2dbeceab49c4***CONNECTinnercalling Podcast Website: www.innercalling.orgDr. Victoria Ranade: www.victoriaranade.comIG: https://www.instagram.com/drvictoriaranadeHope+Wellness: Kind, Compassionate, Evidence-Based Mental Health Care where you are genuinely seen and understood: https://www.hope-wellness.com* * * *WHAT IS INNERCALLING?innercalling is a podcast dedicated to the belief that there is a light inside you of profound power, beauty, and wisdom that no darkness can ever overcome. It's a space where mental health meets spirituality, and explore timeless questions about existence, mortality, and what it deeply means to be human.Hosted by Dr. Victoria Ranade, PhD, MBA, ABPP, conversations feature real, organic conversation between two humans, inspired by the field of mental health & clinical psychology, which values what happens simply when two people sit together and talk about life and all its beauty and complications.WHO IS DR. VICTORIA?Hi there, I'm Dr. Victoria Ranade. I'm a board certified licensed clinical psychologist, writer, and podcaster deeply passionate about mental health, spirituality, integrative wellness, and honoring the light inside you — the one that no darkness can ever overcome. Fun fact: You're one of my greatest inspirations.✌🏼💛I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU. SEND ME ANY MAIL OR QUESTIONS HERE:info@innercalling.org#spirituality #mentalhealth #depression #drvictoriaranade #innercallingpodcast #intuition #innerwisdom #innerlight #suicideprevention
58. EP58. Why Have I Felt Different My Whole Life? A Q&A w/Neuropsychologist Dr. Kayleigh Hale
01:09:25||Season 1, Ep. 58What does neuropsych testing actually reveal about your brain? In this episode, neuropsychologist Dr. Kayleigh Hale and Dr. Victoria Ranade explore how neuropsychological testing can help children, teens, and adults understand ADHD, anxiety, neurodivergence, and masking — and why a strengths-based, neurodiversity-affirming approach changes everything. Whether you're a parent wondering if your child needs testing, a woman navigating a late ADHD diagnosis, or someone who's been masking without realizing it, this conversation will help you understand what testing can do and why it matters.**Dr. Kayleigh Hale is a neuropsychologist, licensed clinical psychologist, and the Director of Testing and Assessment at Hope+Wellness. She specializes in comprehensive neuropsychological evaluations for children, adolescents, and adults, with a deep passion for neurodiversity-affirming, strengths-based assessment. As a parent of neurodivergent children herself, she brings both professional expertise and personal understanding to her work, helping people understand their brains, find clarity, and come home to themselves. https://www.hope-wellness.com/-dr-kayleigh-hale***0:00 Introduction3:00 What is neuropsychological testing5:00 Types of assessments explained7:00 Neuropsych vs psychoeducational evaluation9:00 ADHD and anxiety: why they look alike11:00 School testing vs private neuropsych13:00 When to get a diagnosis: ADHD, autism, dyslexia15:00 Neurodiversity-affirming, strengths-based approach17:00 Discovering your child's gifts through testing19:00 You're not broken: compassion in feedback20:00 High-masking women and neurodivergence24:00 Early intervention and why it matters27:00 Brief vs comprehensive evaluation29:00 Testing for adults and self-understanding32:00 Strategies and recommendations from a neuropsych report35:00 How to choose the right neuropsychologist39:00 AI and the future of neuropsych testing40:00 How to refer someone for testing43:00 Is neuropsych testing worth the investment46:00 Why comprehensive testing catches what brief testing misses49:00 Testing for depression and anxiety in children51:00 Accommodations and documentation from a neuropsych report54:00 Limitations of testing and cultural competence56:00 Neurodivergent women: masking and self-acceptance58:00 How masking goes unnoticed1:00:00 Coming home to yourself through testing1:03:00 Why institutions aren't designed for neurodiverse brains1:06:00 Masking vs social skills adaptation1:07:00 Resources for neurodivergent parents and adults***CONNECTinnercalling Podcast Website: www.innercalling.orgDr. Victoria Ranade: www.victoriaranade.comIG: https://www.instagram.com/drvictoriaranadeHope+Wellness: Kind, Compassionate, Evidence-Based Mental Health Care: https://www.hope-wellness.com* * * *WHAT IS INNERCALLING?innercalling is a podcast dedicated to the belief that there is a light inside you of profound power, beauty, and wisdom that no darkness can ever overcome. It's a space where mental health meets spirituality, and explore timeless questions about existence, mortality, and what it deeply means to be human.Hosted by Dr. Victoria Ranade, PhD, MBA, ABPP, conversations feature real, organic conversation between two humans, inspired by the field of mental health & clinical psychology, which values what happens simply when two people sit together and talk about life and all its beauty and complications.WHO IS DR. VICTORIA? Hi there, I'm Dr. Victoria Ranade. I'm a board certified licensed clinical psychologist, writer, and podcaster deeply passionate about mental health, spirituality, integrative wellness, and honoring the light inside you — the one that no darkness can ever overcome. Fun fact: You're one of my greatest inspirations.✌🏼💛I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU. SEND ME ANY MAIL OR QUESTIONS HERE:info@innercalling.org