Diary of an aspiring rapper with Hellovicco

Recently realised i'm a control freak and it's making me hate music. Ive been good recently though, realising that control is an illusion is the first part then trying to find moments with collaborators where I dont have to be anything but myself. Plus we did 2 shows in the last month! Moving up.Books i’m reading:Lie or Die: Blood moon- Aj ClackWhat i’ve been listening to:https://i.airbuds.fm/hellovicco/BB93ECxpP6

In this episode I'm gonna take you into my head during the moments when the spotlight fades and most people experience "depression". Other creatives have been saying its to do with Mercurys retrograde but mercury isn't in retrograde yet so that now?Books I've been reading:(I can't lie I haven't really been reading much)So you want to talk about race- Ijeoma Oluo Songs i've been listening to:A lot of Jay Z

In this episode I review the difference between R&L now versus 3 years ago, the changes and the growth. I also took a break but it seems like it didn't go the way I had planned. What next?? Fifa 26?Books I'm Reading:Mongrel- Hanako FootmanHow to invest- Peter StanyerSo you wanna talk about race- Ijeoma OluoSongs i'm studying:Reasonable doubt- Jay Z

Reaching a new tipping point, 40 doors success, handling expectations and letting go of control. Had to cut the live band and learn to put my best foot forward for Reading and Leeds. A TEEN IS BACKBooks I'm reading:Chop Wood Carry Water- Joshua Medcalf

This last month has been a whole lot of boring needing out on music, I copped the Eminem biography book and it's been my favourite read. I've also been thinking about how I can build structures that protect my values without alienating everyone around me and I go into that in this episode more. Books I'm reading: The way I am- EminemMongrel- Hanako Footman

In this episode we talk about the fall out from the roll out of väriant, figuring out what's next. New team, feeling confused about how the dynamic of it, letting go versus delegating. Vlogging for 14 days and prepping for summer shows. Books i've been reading:Extreme Ownership: How U.S. Navy Seals Lead and Win - Jocko Willink and Leif BabkinSongs i've been listening to:https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5n9qLWuDF3m1KrPUslVWC4?si=87389710d3ff46d6

Spitting straight game about how to survive when you've spent literally all your money chasing your dreams. The biggest aim is to be able to work sustainably because its a marathon not a sprint and you dont know when your time will come so you need to make sure your funds don't dry up on you.Books I referenced: The Miracle Morning- Hal ElrodSecrets of the Millionaire Mind- T. Harv EkerBooks i'm reading atm: How To Sell Your Way Through Life- Napoleon HillFrequently Happy- David LarbiSpotify playlist:https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5n9qLWuDF3m1KrPUslVWC4?si=1664681e9d854882

One of the most busiest months I've lived through, how to cope with trying to put on the biggest show yet, dropping a music video with 2 weeks notice, moving out of London whilst trying to promote VÄRIANT and my first red carpet event.......Books i'm reading:The 22 Immutable laws of Marketing -Al Ries & Jack TroutHow to sell your way through life- Napoleon HillSongs i'm listening to:5n9qLWuDF3m1KrPUslVWC4