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I Sent My Incestuous Father to Prison for 50 Years
Ep. 243
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CW: Incestuous CSA, CA, DV- As a child, Aziza Kibibi was isolated at home with her siblings by her abusive father, who would viciously SA and impregnate them to create what he called “blue blood” children. Aziza would endure years and years of horrendous ab*se at the hands of her father, who impregnated her 5 times. CPS got involved and took her other children away. Things came to a head when Aziza’s father impregnated her again, kidnapped her and the rest of the family, while she was in labor and forced Aziza to drive to Florida (the state he was born in) to deliver her baby in a tent. Aziza fought for her children, while embroiled in a court case with her father that would ensure he received maximum sentencing for his crimes.
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Chapter Marks
00:00:00 Intro
00:04:14 Aziza Gives Background on Her Father & His Ab*se
00:08:48 Aziza Breaks Down the Isolated & Confusing Environment Her Father Created
00:12:07 Aziza's Living Situation with her Father, Siblings, & ChiIdren & Psychological Conditioning
00:15:36 Aziza Shares her "Micro-Agressions" & Ways of Asking Outsiders for Help
00:20:43 The Unhelpful Case Worker & Other Difficulties Regarding Her ChiIdren
00:28:50 Aziza's father kidn*ps her and the family, heads to Florida for her to give birth in a tent
00:35:49 Aziza’s First Time Standing Up to Her Father And Educating Herself
00:40:40 The Court Process Aziza Endured to Have Her Father Pun*shed
00:45:52 Aziza's Father Finally Gets Caught by Law Enforcement & Aziza's Rough Road Through the Legal Process
00:51:47 The Drawn Out Legal Proceedings & How Her Father Always Found Ways Back Into Her Life
00:55:14 Aziza’s Advice for Surv*vors & About The People Who Helped Her in the Courtroom
00:58:45 How Aziza Got Back On Her Feet
01:03:45 Aziza’s Organization & All the Efforts They Are Involved In
01:09:34 Final Thoughts and Linda, Listen
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