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Coding Wellness

Just Show Up

Season 1, Ep. 2

In this episode, I share the culture shock of massage school and how “Just Show Up” became my mantra to get me through.

Life—like software—can be debugged, rewritten, and optimized.

After 20 years of coding software, I recoded my life. This season, I’ll share my journey.

In future seasons, I’ll bring on guests to deepen the conversation.


This podcast is meant to be listened to in order. Each episode builds on the last.

So if you’re just jumping in, I encourage you to go back and start from the beginning.


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