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So today, I want to talk about that weird feeling — when the place you came from is still right there, still familiar, still reachable… but emotionally, spiritually, identity-wise, you feel like you can’t go back to it.

Today’s episode is going to be just you, me, and a story about learning, changing, stumbling, getting back up, and doing it all in the very last year before turning 30. 

Today, I’m going to talk through what it means to keep discovering yourself—not in theory, not in clichés, but in the lived, messy, human way. I’ll share stories, reflections, mistakes, and questions. I hope somewhere in all of this, something resonates with where you are in your own becoming.

 Some of us are all chaos or all calm, all heat or all light.

It’s the kind of crying that feels like something inside of me just gave up.

it’s not just about being available — it’s about presence.

You know... I’ve been thinking a lot lately about vulnerability. How it feels, how it scares us, and how it saves us.

I’ve been embarrassed by my clothes, my voice, my family, my silence, my laughter — pretty much everything that made me me.