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Jo Rodriguez on Imposter Syndrome & The Personal Impact Of Folk Punk Music In Our Lives #35

Season 2, Ep. 35
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In this conversation, Pepe Bandit and Jo Rodriguez discuss the impact of music on their lives, particularly folk punk music. They share personal stories of how certain musicians or songs have helped them through difficult times and provided a sense of grounding. They also discuss imposter syndrome and the challenges of feeling like they don't belong in certain spaces or conversations. Jo mentions her experience growing up in a (ex)Mormon family and how it has influenced her music. She plans to write a song about her parents' journey out of the Mormon church as a way to find forgiveness and peace. The conversation covers various themes, including anger towards parents, the impact of trauma, the desire to have a house venue, and the narration of an audiobook.


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takeaways

  • Music has the power to provide comfort and grounding during difficult times
  • Happy Happy, Apes Of The State & Rent Strike stories
  • Imposter syndrome is a common experience, even for musicians and podcasters
  • Personal experiences, such as growing up in a religious community, can shape an artist's music and lyrics
  • Religious trauma
  • Writing songs can be a way to find forgiveness and peace
  • Sharing personal stories and vulnerabilities through music can create connections and resonate with listeners.
  • Having a house venue can be a way to give back to the community
  • Narrating an audiobook can be a meaningful way to contribute to projects that explore important themes and experiences
  • Exploring personal experiences and emotions through music can be cathartic and healing
  • We play the song "Practical Advice" by Jo Rodriguez




Connect with Jo Rodriguez:

Instagram - instagram.com/jobanjobanjo/?hl=en

Facebook - facebook.com/people/Jo-Rodriguez/100004513473999/?ref=xav_ig_profile_web

Website - jobanjobanjo.com/



Listen to Jo Rodriguez music:

Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/2xADBEPdn61I8UPTHbJ2Xw

Bandcamp - jobanjobanjo.bandcamp.com/



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