Back From The Borderline

Motherhood cracked me wide open. It’s not the polished journey you see on Instagram or the step-by-step guides in books—it’s raw, unrelenting, and transformative in ways I never expected. That’s why I’ve launched Back from the Borderline Baby—a brand-new podcast with its own dedicated feed, ready for you to follow now. In this episode, I share why this project had to exist. After becoming a mother, I found myself sifting through content that either glossed over the deeper truths or drowned in judgment and extremes. This new podcast is my answer to that—a space to ask harder questions, to wrestle with the emotional and psychological depths of this experience, and to honor the humanity of it all. If you’re looking for something real, something that cuts through the noise and speaks to the messy, beautiful complexity of this life stage, this is for you. The first episodes are live now, waiting to meet you wherever you are on your journey. TO LISTEN TODAY: Search Back from the Borderline Baby on your favorite podcast player to start listening now, or visit https://pod.link/1788205221 to select your favorite platform.

Are you ready to dive deeper into the untapped realms of self-mastery and understand the powerful cycles that govern our lives? In this final part of our two-part series, we’ll expand on the insights from our first episode, where we uncovered the delicate balance between mastering our fate and aligning with the universe's natural rhythms.In this episode, I take you further into the fascinating world of life cycles, exploring the seven-year phases that map out human growth and development. Ever wondered why certain ages seem pivotal in your life? We'll dissect each cycle, helping you identify which phase you're currently navigating and how to leverage this knowledge for transformative personal growth.Then, we shift our focus to the timeless wisdom of various esoteric and spiritual traditions, contemplating the profound concept of reincarnation—not to convert you to any spiritual belief, but to offer a broader perspective on life's challenges. Viewing life as a 'school' with lessons to learn can change how we approach our experiences, providing a framework for enduring growth and self-mastery.Tune in to explore how these ancient insights can be applied to modern life challenges, offering you a holistic view that connects your personal journey to the larger cosmic tapestry. This isn't just about spiritual beliefs—it's about using age-old wisdom to cultivate a deeper, more interconnected understanding of life, empowering you to navigate your path with greater awareness and purpose. Don't miss this chance to transform how you perceive and interact with the world around you.

In this gripping continuation of our exploration into the systemic grooming of a generation, we delve deeper into the covert tactics that manipulate our understanding of psychological well-being. Are the concepts we've come to accept about our emotional and mental experiences truly our own, or have they been orchestrated by an invisible hand?This episode uncovers the subtle yet profound impact of Neurolinguistic Programming (NLP) on our discourse about psychological experiences. Discover how these sophisticated techniques, designed to influence our subconscious, are woven into the communications we receive from psychiatrists and insurance companies. By peeling back the layers, we expose how these methods have been used not just to guide, but to control our perceptions, pushing the boundaries of ethical practice.We then challenge the prevailing belief in genetic determinism—the notion that our emotional responses are predestined by our DNA. Armed with the latest findings in epigenetics and psychology, we dismantle the myths that have led many to a sense of fatalism about their emotional states. This segment illuminates how our environments interact with our genes in ways far more complex and hopeful than the simplistic narratives we've been sold.Our journey takes a darker turn as we confront the harrowing history of psychiatric treatment. From the shocking realities of lobotomies to the shadows of involuntary commitments, we explore how these brutal practices have been justified under the guise of medical necessity. Through a critical ethical examination, we advocate for a radical shift towards approaches that honor our humanity rather than diminish it.As this episode concludes, the scales may fall from your eyes. The implications are vast and personal: if you've ever felt that the explanations for your emotional struggles were too neat, too convenient, this exploration might show you why. Join me as we dissect these invisible influences—understanding them is the first step towards reclaiming the narrative of our own psychological journey.

Are you ready to dive deeper into the untapped realms of self-mastery and understand the powerful cycles that govern our lives? In this final part of our two-part series, we’ll expand on the insights from our first episode, where we uncovered the delicate balance between mastering our fate and aligning with the universe's natural rhythms. In this episode, I take you further into the fascinating world of life cycles, exploring the seven-year phases that map out human growth and development. Ever wondered why certain ages seem pivotal in your life? We'll dissect each cycle, helping you identify which phase you're currently navigating and how to leverage this knowledge for transformative personal growth.Then, we shift our focus to the timeless wisdom of various esoteric and spiritual traditions, contemplating the profound concept of reincarnation—not to convert you to any spiritual belief, but to offer a broader perspective on life's challenges. Viewing life as a 'school' with lessons to learn can change how we approach our experiences, providing a framework for enduring growth and self-mastery. Tune in to explore how these ancient insights can be applied to modern life challenges, offering you a holistic view that connects your personal journey to the larger cosmic tapestry. This isn't just about spiritual beliefs—it's about using age-old wisdom to cultivate a deeper, more interconnected understanding of life, empowering you to navigate your path with greater awareness and purpose. Don't miss this chance to transform how you perceive and interact with the world around you.Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional.

Have you ever questioned why "chemical imbalance" and "mental illness" are the go-to explanations for our emotional struggles? What if these ideas have been deliberately planted in our minds by powerful forces? In this episode, we confront the unsettling reality that millennials and Gen-Z might be the victims of a covert grooming process designed to profit from their pain.We'll start by exposing the media's role in shaping our perceptions. The 1980s and 1990s saw a surge in pharmaceutical advertising directly targeting consumers, a move that changed the landscape of mental health forever. These ads, laden with emotional hooks and authoritative voices, didn't just promote pills—they promoted a narrative. We'll dissect how these messages have ingrained the idea that our distress is a medical problem, necessitating pharmaceutical intervention. Next, we delve into the deeper philosophical and systemic issues. Psychological suffering is often a natural reaction to a world that feels increasingly dysfunctional. By pathologizing these responses, systems of power divert our attention from the real issues, maintaining control and stifling change. Through philosophical lenses like existentialism and humanism, and backed by compelling case studies, we reveal how our environment profoundly shapes our emotional health.Finally, we'll challenge the foundation of modern psychiatric diagnosis: the DSM. How did this manual become the cornerstone of mental health, and what are its scientific and ethical shortcomings? We’ll uncover the economic motives driving its use and show how diagnoses can act as a form of psychosocial programming, altering our self-identity and reinforcing the biomedical model. By the end of this episode, you might find yourself questioning the very fabric of how we understand and treat emotional suffering. Prepare to uncover the unseen forces that have shaped your perceptions, perhaps for your entire life, likely without your conscious awareness. TIME STAMPS: 00:00 – 38:22.18: PART 1 (Introduction and disclaimer; defining grooming in a socio-psychological context; historical context and evolution of pharmaceutical advertising; psychological impact of media messaging; philosophical critique of marketing strategies; philosophical perspectives on psychological suffering) 38:27.47 – 01:25:16.78: PART 2 (Psychological suffering as a response to existential challenges and societal dysfunction; systemic benefits and power structures; evidence from sociological and psychological studies; case studies illustrating environmental and systemic factors; historical and scientific critique of the DSM; pharmaceutical and insurance influence on medicalization; psychosocial programming through diagnosing and labeling) Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional.

Do you ever feel like you’re just reacting to life's script rather than writing your own? Are you tired of the same old self-help advice that doesn't quite resonate with your deeper instincts about the universe? This episode delves into the concept of self-mastery, a potent blend of ancient wisdom and personal empowerment that mainstream mental health discussions often overlook.In our journey today, we'll explore the intricate balance between creating your reality and understanding the seemingly predestined forces of fate. We're going deep into how syncing with the universe’s natural cycles can profoundly influence personal growth and well-being. You'll gain insights into how aligning with these rhythms can help you navigate life's challenges with greater ease and insight.Tune in to discover practical strategies for harnessing these timeless principles to not just cope, but thrive. By the end of this episode, you'll have a clearer understanding of how embracing both the cosmic forces and your personal choices can lead you towards true self-mastery. Join me as we unlock the deeper rhythms of life and learn how to dance to them effectively.

Have you ever questioned why "chemical imbalance" and "mental illness" are the go-to explanations for our emotional struggles? What if these ideas have been deliberately planted in our minds by powerful forces? In this episode, we confront the unsettling reality that millennials and Gen-Z might be the victims of a covert grooming process designed to profit from their pain.We'll start by exposing the media's role in shaping our perceptions. The 1980s and 1990s saw a surge in pharmaceutical advertising directly targeting consumers, a move that changed the landscape of mental health forever. These ads, laden with emotional hooks and authoritative voices, didn't just promote pills—they promoted a narrative. We'll dissect how these messages have ingrained the idea that our distress is a medical problem, necessitating pharmaceutical intervention.Next, we delve into the deeper philosophical and systemic issues. Psychological suffering is often a natural reaction to a world that feels increasingly dysfunctional. By pathologizing these responses, systems of power divert our attention from the real issues, maintaining control and stifling change. Through philosophical lenses like existentialism and humanism, and backed by compelling case studies, we reveal how our environment profoundly shapes our emotional health.Finally, we'll challenge the foundation of modern psychiatric diagnosis: the DSM. How did this manual become the cornerstone of mental health, and what are its scientific and ethical shortcomings? We’ll uncover the economic motives driving its use and show how diagnoses can act as a form of psychosocial programming, altering our self-identity and reinforcing the biomedical model.By the end of this episode, you might find yourself questioning the very fabric of how we understand and treat emotional suffering. Prepare to uncover the unseen forces that have shaped your perceptions, perhaps for your entire life, likely without your conscious awareness.TIME STAMPS:00:00 – 38:22.18: PART 1 (Introduction and disclaimer; defining grooming in a socio-psychological context; historical context and evolution of pharmaceutical advertising; psychological impact of media messaging; philosophical critique of marketing strategies; philosophical perspectives on psychological suffering)38:27.47 – 01:25:16.78: PART 2 (Psychological suffering as a response to existential challenges and societal dysfunction; systemic benefits and power structures; evidence from sociological and psychological studies; case studies illustrating environmental and systemic factors; historical and scientific critique of the DSM; pharmaceutical and insurance influence on medicalization; psychosocial programming through diagnosing and labeling)

Do you ever feel like you’re just reacting to life's script rather than writing your own? Are you tired of the same old self-help advice that doesn't quite resonate with your deeper instincts about the universe? This episode delves into the concept of self-mastery, a potent blend of ancient wisdom and personal empowerment that mainstream mental health discussions often overlook. In our journey today, we'll explore the intricate balance between creating your reality and understanding the seemingly predestined forces of fate. We're going deep into how syncing with the universe’s natural cycles can profoundly influence personal growth and well-being. You'll gain insights into how aligning with these rhythms can help you navigate life's challenges with greater ease and insight. Tune in to discover practical strategies for harnessing these timeless principles to not just cope, but thrive. By the end of this episode, you'll have a clearer understanding of how embracing both the cosmic forces and your personal choices can lead you towards true self-mastery. Join me as we unlock the deeper rhythms of life and learn how to dance to them effectively.Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional.

You’ve seen the headlines, maybe even watched the documentary—but what’s missing from the noise surrounding Lily Phillips’ viral stunt is a truly nuanced conversation. In this nearly four-hour deep dive, we strip away the sensationalism to uncover the layers of complexity behind one of the most polarizing stories of the year. This isn’t about villainizing or victimizing. It’s about holding the tension of opposites, the messy intersection of choice, consequence, and survival. From the logistical chaos of Lily’s 100-men challenge to the emotional toll she could no longer hide, we leave no moment unexamined. What you’ll hear in this episode:    • A close look at sex as self-harm: How societal narratives and personal trauma intersect in ways that shape our most intimate choices.    • The myth of empowerment: Is the modern feminist ethos failing us? And what does empowerment look like when it’s wrapped in performance and commodification?    • Dissociation and identity: Through Lily’s own words, we unpack the ways detachment becomes a coping mechanism—and a tool for survival. This isn’t just about Lily. It’s a reflection on the systems we’ve built, the narratives we perpetuate, and the ways we consume each other in a hyper-connected world. If you’re looking for an unflinching, human-centered take that challenges the way we think about agency, exploitation, and empowerment, this is the conversation you’ve been waiting for.Click here to watch Josh Pieters’ original YouTube documentary.Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.