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Artifacts of Grief
Unexpected Loss and the Winding Path Out of the Dark
Hannah shares the story of her grief process, following the unexpected death of her three closest friends at age nineteen. She speaks to the ways in which grief does not wait for us to be ready and how finding the tools to actively work through grief can be a decades long process.
Hannah Robertson (she/her) is a 36-year-old art and design lover, originally from Calgary. Now based in Vancouver, BC, she works as a project manager in the fine arts industry and shares her life with her wife and their two dogs. Outside of work, she loves good food, creative projects, and spending time by the ocean or in the forest.
Artifacts of Grief is made by humans for humans, without the use of AI.
Photography, artwork, editing, and original music by Elliott Kuss
Writing by Kylie Burton
Bio provided by guest
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