{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/6ac3c2599610f265be0022ef/6ac3c46b9610f265be010936?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"The Stigma of Men Speaking Out On Their CSA:  “Children of God” Cult Survivor Opens Up","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/6ac3c2599610f265be0022ef/4c56304191f520abc3b816bc3584e992.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p>CW:  CSA, SA, mentions of suicide…. Philip Seibel was born into the Children of God sex cult and survived many instances of CSA at the hands of his own parents. This was all part of the cult’s mentality “God is love and love is sex”.  Our first episode together details his childhood and escape attempts. When he was able to get out successfully, he had no idea about the outside world. At the age of fifteen he ran away from his abusive parents and began to wander this world as a homeless street musician, learning how to survive. </p>\n<p>Now Philip is an outspoken critic of the statutes of limitations for crimes against children. Currently he lives in Switzerland, proud father and author, singer, songwriter, artist, wearable designer and hobby sound technician</p>\n<p>His books include The monsters that kiss you good night, The monsters that walk with me and his third book in this series currently in progress \"No one speaks about the monsters\"</p>\n<p><a href=\"https://youtu.be/rQrlU4yJBMg\" target=\"_blank\"><u>Click here to watch on YouTube</u></a></p>\n<p><a href=\"https://youtu.be/qsDEx-Ga1ZU?si=zGl0gbjAqeNOJwDL\" target=\"_blank\"><u>Watch his first interview here</u></a></p>\n<p>Find and Support Phil:  </p>\n<p>Website with his singles: <a href=\"https://www.philipseibel.com/singles\" target=\"_blank\"><u>https://www.philipseibel.com/singles</u></a></p>\n<p>YouTube:<a href=\"https://www.youtube.com/@Philip-Seibel\" target=\"_blank\"><u> https://www.youtube.com/@Philip-Seibel</u></a></p>\n<p>Books: <a href=\"https://amzn.to/4j8o2Wf\" target=\"_blank\"><u>The Monsters that Kiss You Goodnight</u></a> </p>\n<p><a href=\"https://amzn.to/3WwuywD\" target=\"_blank\"><u>The Monsters that Walk With Me</u></a> </p>\n<p><a href=\"https://amzn.to/403Csyq\" target=\"_blank\"><u>A Broken Poet </u></a></p>\n<p>We want to meet you in real life!  Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION!  <a href=\"https://trovatrip.com/trip/north-america/mexico/mexico-with-shelise-sola-oct-2025\" target=\"_blank\"><u>Click here to go to the official booking page</u></a></p>\n<p>Subscribe to our<a href=\"https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClip\" target=\"_blank\"><u> C2C \"CLIPS\" Channel!</u></a></p>\n<p>Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast.</p>\n<p><a href=\"https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd\" target=\"_blank\"><u>Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here!</u></a></p>\n<p>Patreon <a href=\"https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness\" target=\"_blank\"><u>https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness</u></a></p>\n<p>Venmo @sheliseann</p>\n<p>Find us on Social media!</p>\n<p>Instagram <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness\" target=\"_blank\"><u>@cultstoconsciousness</u></a> </p>\n<p>Host Instagram <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/\" target=\"_blank\"><u>@sheliseann </u></a></p>\n<p>Co Producer / Host <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_\" target=\"_blank\"><u>@jonathan.rosales_ </u></a></p>\n<p>TikTok <a href=\"http://cults.to.consciousness\" target=\"_blank\"><u>@cults.to.consciousness </u></a></p>\n<p>Twitter <a href=\"https://twitter.com/cultstocon\" target=\"_blank\"><u>@cultstocon</u></a> </p>\n<p>**Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**</p>\n<p>Chapter Marks</p>\n<p>00:00:00 Intro</p>\n<p>00:04:42 Philip's childhood in COG</p>\n<p>00:11:29 How Philip processes what happened to him</p>\n<p>00:16:37 How Philip managed as a 15 year old runaway</p>\n<p>00:16:55 CW: CSA</p>\n<p>00:19:56 Philip recounts his CSA</p>\n<p>00:21:32 CW:  CSA - The reason Philip remembers is CSA so well</p>\n<p>00:29:37 The consequences Philip's dealt with for telling his story</p>\n<p>00:31:51 CW: Society desensitized to women's SA and not men's</p>\n<p>00:34:56 CW:  mentions of suic*de</p>\n<p>00:38:43 Philip felt he couldn't open up about CSA he experienced while dating</p>\n<p>00:42:37 What it was like writing his first book - Philip comments on the responses people get when disclosing their trauma</p>\n<p>00:46:19 Philip's thoughts on whether continuing to speak out will further hinder his success</p>\n<p>00:55:51 How Philip is doing now</p>\n<p>00:57:11 Linda, Listen</p>\n<p>01:02:49 Philip sings and plays Little Black Sheep on his guitar</p>\n<p><br></p><p> </p><p>Learn more about your ad choices. 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