{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/69fa1059-d27b-4dda-afee-a3123a8bd699/d52e3923-a675-4c6f-9590-d8b89cf1d428?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"What's it like to be suicidal? ᛫ Ian Boldsworth","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/60edf7d5a050c9072a8870ae/60edf7f032e8ef0012c9a182.jpg?height=200","description":"<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">It's the first episode of I'm Not Being Funny But- and comedian Ian Boldsworth is up first. We talk tigger warnings, reacting to with friends who suffer from depression and what it's like being the 'sad jester'. Fairly obvious but trigger warning, suicide and depression.  <a href=\"https://twitter.com/leenanorms\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://twitter.com/leenanormsSIGN UP to the newsletter so you never miss an episode: http://eepurl.com/cFkKvz<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">SPEAK BACK and have your say: <a href=\"https://www.speakpipe.com/ImNotBeingFunnyBut\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://www.speakpipe.com/ImNotBeingFunnyBut<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">Ian: <a href=\"https://twitter.com/Boldsworth73\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://twitter.com/Boldsworth73<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">The Mental Podcast: <a href=\"https://twitter.com/thementalpod\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://twitter.com/thementalpod<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">The ParaPod: <a href=\"https://twitter.com/theparapod\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://twitter.com/theparapod<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">Music is by HEL! from her EP, Romantically Stunted:<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">Helena: <a href=\"https://twitter.com/heleneeena\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://twitter.com/heleneeena<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">iTunes - <a href=\"https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/id1224109134\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/id1224109134<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\"> …<span style=\"color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.87); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">Spotify - <a href=\"https://open.spotify.com/album/1KWwibphOTKfyMBWJUYq2t\" target=\"_blank\" style=\"color: rgb(102, 17, 204); font-family: &quot;Roboto Slab&quot;, &quot;Times New Roman&quot;, serif; background-color: rgb(250, 250, 250);\">https://open.spotify.com/album/...","author_name":"Leena Norms"}