In this episode, I talk about the validation loop - and why no amount of likes, compliments, or achievements will ever fill the hole we've been trying to fill since we were kids.
There's a specific kind of exhaustion that comes from spending your whole life being loved for a version of yourself you've carefully constructed. You get the job, the body, maybe even the guy - and still something feels hollow. If you know that feeling, this one's for you.
In this episode, I walk through the three stages of the validation loop - the performance, the achievement, and the collapse - and why so many of us in the gay community end up trapped in it.
Drawing on Jung's idea of the persona, Alan Downs' work in The Velvet Rage, and some hard-won personal reflection, I explore how growing up feeling like something was fundamentally wrong with us taught us to earn our place in every room we walked into. And I talk about what it actually looks like to start breaking the cycle - not through another glow-up or a busier schedule, but by getting honest about the parts of yourself you've been hiding.
Because the hunger was never really for validation. It was always for integration.
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