{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/68fbcf2571a7e8ab34b3adb4/6abea8fc7a2f8831f4b07f80?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"STORIES presents: Proxy with Yowei Shaw – Caitlin Lost the Voice In Her Head","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/68fbcf2571a7e8ab34b3adb4/1790883321104-6b126a8a-cd1f-4cd6-93b8-e728ee74d39e.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p>We&#39;re featuring a story from another podcast we love today:<a href=\"https://proxyhq.org/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><strong><u><a href=\"https://pod.link/1746433334\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Proxy with Yowei Shaw</a></u>.</strong> She investigates the strange, funny, and sometimes maddening emotional mysteries that shape our lives. I was really moved by this episode, called <strong>Caitlin Lost the Voice In Her Head</strong>, and I wanted to share it with you.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>For most of her life,<a href=\"https://www.caitlinmyer.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><u><a href=\"https://www.caitlinmyer.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Caitlin Myer</a></u> had a narrator</strong>. A voice that told stories, shaped sentences, kept her company, and made writing feel less like work than a way of being alive.</p><p><br></p><p>Then, after a concussion, the voice disappeared.</p><p><br></p><p>In this episode, Yowei finds Caitlin a proxy: musician and songwriter<a href=\"https://www.gretamorganmusic.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><strong><u><a href=\"https://www.gretamorganmusic.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Greta Morgan</a></u>,</strong> who lost her singing voice after COVID and had to figure out who she was without the voice that had defined her. Together, they investigate the grief of losing the thing that gave your life meaning.</p><p><br></p><p><strong><u><a href=\"https://proxyhq.org/posts/writer-who-lost-155977265?collection=1719397\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">You can find all the links to the books and music referenced in the episode here.</a></u></strong></p><p><br></p><p><strong>Thanks so much to Yowei for letting us feature one of her stories</strong> this week and for her beautiful &quot;emotional investigative journalism,&quot; as she calls it. It&#39;s tough to make it as an indie podcaster these days, especially doing the kind of long-form storytelling Yowei and I practice.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>You can join<a href=\"https://urldefense.proofpoint.com/v2/url?u=https-3A__proxyhq.org_&amp;d=DwMFaQ&amp;c=euGZstcaTDllvimEN8b7jXrwqOf-v5A_CdpgnVfiiMM&amp;r=WoJG1iHWIJs_UjBl7M_BZg&amp;m=KV9REVjJqhInXPtS39PwYfif16sFWpK2-g9y5cJ3YX-VtkJ1jZ9Xef1F0rQzHdmc&amp;s=XKMSMO-X1g04DwcyoXIhAqlPmo5vimir4apJzGzdiEk&amp;e=\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><u><a href=\"https://urldefense.proofpoint.com/v2/url?u=https-3A__proxyhq.org_&amp;d=DwMFaQ&amp;c=euGZstcaTDllvimEN8b7jXrwqOf-v5A_CdpgnVfiiMM&amp;r=WoJG1iHWIJs_UjBl7M_BZg&amp;m=KV9REVjJqhInXPtS39PwYfif16sFWpK2-g9y5cJ3YX-VtkJ1jZ9Xef1F0rQzHdmc&amp;s=XKMSMO-X1g04DwcyoXIhAqlPmo5vimir4apJzGzdiEk&amp;e=\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Proxy HQ</a></u> on Patreon </strong>to support her independent show and <strong>get bonus episodes, ad-free listening, and live hangs.</strong> Proxy’s <strong>fall membership drive</strong> is happening right now with lots of cool perks.</p><p><br></p><p>You can follow<a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/yoweishaw/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><strong><u><a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/yoweishaw/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Yowei</a></u></strong>, and<a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/proxypodcast/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><strong><u><a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/proxypodcast/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">also the show</a></u></strong><u><a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/proxypodcast/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">,</a></u> on Instagram and you can listen to lots more episodes of Proxy <strong><u><a href=\"https://pod.link/1746433334\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">wherever you get your podcasts</a></u></strong>.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>You can follow STORIES by Lea Thau on<a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/stories_by_leathau/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><u><a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/stories_by_leathau/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Instagram</a></u> and<a href=\"https://www.facebook.com/STORIESbyLeaThau\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"> </a><u><a href=\"https://www.facebook.com/STORIESbyLeaThau\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Facebook</a></u>. </strong></p><p><br></p><p>The entire back catalogue of <strong><em>Strangers</em></strong> can be found at STORIES by Lea Thau on <strong><u><a href=\"https://www.patreon.com/cw/leathau\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Patreon</a></u></strong> and <strong><u><a href=\"https://leathau.substack.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Substack</a></u></strong>, where you can also find my new work in its entirety, all of it ad-free. You can join as a free or paid member, so come be part of my community!</p><p><br></p><p>See you next week!</p><p><br></p><p>Lea</p>","author_name":"Lea Thau"}