{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/681304549704d99f8496f5d4/6861d461653df36e7bbff5c0?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"I Didn’t Want to Be Here Anymore:​ Rock Bottom at 30","description":"<p>It’s true, I never saw myself living this long. I couldn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. And if you’ve ever hit rock bottom, or feel like you’re there now, believe me I know that feeling deeply.</p><p><br></p><p>Today’s episode is a heavy one. I’m taking you behind the scenes of what was really going on in my life before turning 30: why I hit rock bottom, my darkest thoughts, the fear of ageing, my mum's accident, substance abuse and how I rebuilt myself back together… slowly, brick by brick.</p><p>This episode wasn’t easy to record. It’s raw. It’s brutally honest. But I’m hoping that by putting it out there, it helps someone who needs it.</p><p>You might need some tissues for this one. I know I did. &lt;3</p><p><br></p><p>Listen to My US Visa Horror Story on <a href=\"https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/emotional-content/id1781324510?i=1000679786286\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Apple</a> or <a href=\"https://open.spotify.com/episode/1RXeFTOvaEBoXc7RxDEKNI?si=a84a249315ea4b16\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Spotify</a> &amp; The Breakup I never addressed on <a href=\"https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/emotional-content/id1781324510?i=1000683817896\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Apple</a> or <a href=\"https://open.spotify.com/episode/32DTrsSWUY2GQCPLIInzLR?si=ffcf84ffb9214f27\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Spotify</a></p><p><br></p><p>Please know that you're not alone and help is always available, for immediate support call life line on 13 11 14, additional resources are available on our website at <a href=\"http://www.emotionalcontent.com.au\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">www.emotionalcontent.com.au</a></p><p><br></p><p>Report online abuse to the eSafety commissioner Australia: <a href=\"https://www.esafety.gov.au/report\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.esafety.gov.au/report</a></p><p><br></p><p>If you love Emotional Content and want to see more behind the scenes or connect head over to <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/_emotionalcontent/?hl=en\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">@_emotionalcontent</a> or <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/amyjanebrand/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">@amyjanebrand</a></p>","author_name":"Amy-Jane Brand"}