Ben Juwono is a Supervising Director @ Disney TV Animation. He is an Emmy and Annie Award-winning Storyboard Artist, Director, and Show Creator. But before any of that, Ben was my Physics TA at the University of California, Irvine who got kicked out of grad school — which led him to art.
In this conversation, Ben and I talk about the depression and suicidal ideation that followed this failure, and how a random late-night screening of the movie Hot Fuzz helped him choose to keep going and stay alive. We talk about pursuing a career in art and whether passion alone is enough to make it in the industry. We talk about hitting walls on purpose, grieving your failures, and getting back up again. Ben also shares hard-won lessons on leadership, self-reflection & the importance of really knowing yourself, & the realities of the animation industry.
Web: http://bjwno.net/
IG: e57124575
Timestamps:
00:00 – Introduction
00:00 – Ben's \"bad answer\" about inner calling
00:00 – Drawing on the margins of physics homework
00:00 – Passion vs. natural talent
00:00 – Advice for young artists pursuing art as a career
00:00 – The animation industry boom and bust
00:00 – Are you doing it for yourself or chasing someone else?
00:00 – Hitting walls and why you should hit them hard
00:00 – Getting kicked out of grad school
00:00 – Depression, suicidal ideation, and wanting to give up
00:00 – The Hot Fuzz movie that saved his life
00:00 – Finding new joy after failure
00:00 – Following your truth
00:00 – Leadership, ego, and learning to serve
00:00 – Detachment as a shield — and learning to reconnect
00:00 – Finding joy in the small things
00:00 – What Ben would say to his younger self
If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out:
988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: call or text 988
Crisis Text Line: text HOME to 741741
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WHAT IS INNERCALLING?
innercalling is a podcast dedicated to the belief that there is a light inside you of profound power, beauty, and wisdom that no darkness can ever overcome. It's a space where mental health meets spirituality, and explore timeless questions about existence, mortality, and what it deeply means to be human.
Hosted by Dr. Victoria Ranade, PhD, MBA, ABPP, conversations feature real, organic conversation between two humans, inspired by the field of mental health & clinical psychology, which values what happens simply when two people sit together and talk about life and all its beauty and complications.
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