{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/65a73b7d79c484001709f397/65d2b007fff0170016e851b1?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"The Beginning","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/65a73b7d79c484001709f397/1745348141627-15631b5f-9123-44d4-a86c-4284543e5d06.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p><strong><u>Episode #2</u></strong></p><p><br></p><p><strong>The Beginning</strong></p><p>Updated: 1 day ago</p><p><br></p><p><strong>When my hair pulling disorder started I was in the fourth grade. I can’t believe I am still dealing with this over 20 years later. I will not be dealing with this for much longer and neither will you IF you only believe.&nbsp;</strong></p><p><br></p><p>In this week’s episode, I talk about what triggered the beginning of my hair pulling disorder. If you are on this journey with me you have a beginning point too, whether you remember it or not. It all started early for me..the 4th or 5th grade to be exact.&nbsp;</p><p><br></p><p><strong><em>“ That was the first time I ever really remember feeling so embarrassed and being exposed in that way...”</em></strong></p><p><br></p><p>I remember the first time I crossed paths with someone who had trichotillomania. Little did I know within seconds it was going to be passed to me like a virus that had no expiration or cure. I only recently started to recall, in vivid detail, how my hair pulling disorder formed from such a young age up until now.&nbsp;This disorder or disease (whatever you want to call it) is nothing but a spirit from the depths of hell sent to hurt us… but God wants us to know we can rely on him to get rid of it for good. Read Mark 5 5:-9 NIV in the Bible.&nbsp;This is nothing new to God. There is a devil in a man in that verse. He tortured that man causing him to cut himself. This hair pulling bully is related to or is the same one. </p><p><br></p><p>**<em>This episode contains details not suitable for children under the age of 13. Listener discretion is advised.&nbsp;</em></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><strong>I want to hear from you!</strong></p><p>Whether it's a thought, a word of support, or if you want to tell your hair pulling story - scroll down to the bottom of this page and leave a comment.</p><p><br></p><p><strong>#stopthepull</strong></p>","author_name":"Janet Doe"}