{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/64c8ac596624ec00113b302f/6539b2bb5e81730012eb1e7a?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"195. Sometimes I'm Not Okay","description":"<p>Rev’s mother struggled.&nbsp;She made many attempts to end her own life and Rev was dedicated to trying to fix and save her mother over many years.&nbsp;Ultimately Rev’s mother could not be saved and Rev experienced profound anger and grief after her mother's tragic passing. After a year of mourning, Rev made the decision to embrace life to the fullest.&nbsp;Her life would be different.&nbsp;But after becoming a parent herself, the trauma resurfaced, causing Rev to spiral into a dark place. In this quick chat episode we hear about Rev’s rock bottom moments and how she turned her life around.&nbsp;Rev is the author of Days Of My Life.&nbsp;You can purchase a copy of the book <a href=\" https://www.amazon.com/Days-My-Life-generational-transformational/dp/B0BW38DD1Y/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2E5P5HM4QMQYU&amp;keywords=days+of+my+life+rev+alford&amp;qid=1698112560&amp;sprefix=days+of+my+life+rev+alfor%2Caps%2C323&amp;sr=8-1\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>HERE</strong></a></p><p><br></p><p>If you have a story to share for this podcast please connect with me at www.instagram.com/mybigloveproject or send an email to&nbsp;<a href=\"https://bigloveproject@iinet.net.au/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">⁠⁠bigloveproject@iinet.net.au⁠⁠</a>. I would LOVE! to connect with you.</p>","author_name":"Dawn Chitty"}