{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/64c8ac596624ec00113b302f/64c8ac66c501f600119e9bf5?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"14. Why Am I Not Good Enough For My Mother?","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/64c8ac596624ec00113b302f/64c8ac66c501f600119e9bf5.jpg?height=200","description":"<p>Healing the mother wound.</p>\n<p>Bianca describes her family as typically Italian. &nbsp;Lots of aunties and cousins with everyone up in everyone else's business, giving their opinions freely about how you were meant to live your life. &nbsp;Except when there were more serious issues involved. &nbsp;Like mental health, depression or the inability to cope. &nbsp;These things were usually swept under the carpet and actively not shared or discussed. Bianca's relationship with her mother was difficult. &nbsp;She felt from a young age that she was not good enough, that her brother was the favourite child.&nbsp; She felt distant from her mom who spoke of her in glowing terms publicly but was detached and demeaning in private. &nbsp;The mother daughter relationship can be so complex and Bianca's story is a true testament to that.</p>\n<p>Bianca recommends A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle <a href=\"https://amzn.to/2KPM4Ko\">https://amzn.to/2KPM4Ko</a></p>\n<p>Bianca is a Body Image Consultant, Confidence Coach and Mentor. &nbsp;You can find Bianca on instagram at <a href=\"https://www.instagram.com/biancahurstcoaching/\">https://www.instagram.com/biancahurstcoaching/</a></p>\n<p>If you have a story to share for this podcast please connect with me at <a href=\"http://www.instagram.com/mybigloveproject\">www.instagram.com/mybigloveproject</a> or send an email to bigloveproject@iinet.net.au. &nbsp;I would LOVE! to connect with you.</p>","author_name":"Dawn Chitty"}