{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/64262419c18b8b00116c6fb0/69ee3eaf66c3374f7e971385?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"Friends In Real Life: Patrick Schneeweis & Pepe Bandit Discuss A Two Decade Musical Journey & Friendship #72","description":"<p>Pat almost refused to do this.</p><p>Before we even hit record, he told me he had a strong feeling this interview shouldn’t happen.&nbsp;</p><p>We gave it a shot anyway.</p><p>What came out isn’t a story that is pretty &amp; clean.&nbsp;</p><p>It’s what it actually looks like when someone is trying to figure out their life after actively screwing parts of it up.</p><p>We talk about growing up feeling isolated &amp; out of place.</p><p>Writing music while dealing with depression &amp; not wanting to be alive.</p><p>Hitchhiking with no phone, no stability, no real plan.</p><p>Stealing from people who trusted you &amp; having to sit with that.</p><p>Getting sober &amp; realizing that doesn’t fix the damage, it just means you have to face it.</p><p>There’s a moment in here where we’re talking about that betrayal, &amp; you can feel it. Not simply as a story but, as something that actually happened between two people trying to sort out the messiness.</p><p>Over all it’s a conversation with someone trying to be honest about who they were &amp; who they’re trying to become now.</p><p>If you’ve ever looked at your own life and thought, “I’ve made a mess of this”…this conversation is going to feel familiar &amp; hopeful.</p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Support the podcast &amp; get bonus episodes &amp; goods</p><ul><li><a href=\"http://patreon.com/BackontheGrind\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">patreon.com/BackontheGrind</a></li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Connect with Friends In Real Life</p><ul><li>instagram.com/friendsinreallifemusic/</li><li>friendsinreallife.bandcamp.com/music </li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Get Coffee for the Bandit in you (roasted by Pepe)</p><ul><li>StayFreeCoffee.com</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Back On The Grind Records - For DIY, Folk Punk, Rap &amp; Merch:</p><ul><li>backonthegrindrecords.bandcamp.com/music</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Follow the podcast on Instagram</p><ul><li>instagram.com/backonthegrindpod/?hl=engram</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Reach out...Send us questions, comments or topic suggestions to</p><ul><li>Podcast@BackOnTheGrindRecords.com</li><li>Leave a comment/question on Spotify or Instagram (we read them all)</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>***Word of mouth really matters for us. Here's two simple things you can do to help keep this podcast going strong:</p><p>&nbsp;</p><ul><li>Share your favorite episode with a friend or two who might enjoy it.</li><li>Leave a rating / review. This helps me get access to the guest you want to hear from &amp; allows the show to reach &amp; support more folks like you :)</li></ul><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Stay Free,</p><p><br></p><p>Pepe Bandit</p>","author_name":"Pepe Bandit"}