{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/63e334a945a81300106c87c3/6aa261d8564171e32ae5b4a0?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"Boy","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/63e334a945a81300106c87c3/1789026757328-75033c2f-d845-4f7d-860b-663299e68532.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p>Hi Sleepy!</p><p>I'm getting older. My body knows it. My thoughts move slower than they used to. Inside I still feel like I did at twenty.</p><p>For many years I tried to be the kind of man I thought I was supposed to be. I drank too much. The shame from those years is still with me.</p><p>Now I make the things I want to make. It took a long time to get here.</p><p><br></p><p>I also think about consciousness. About what a self is. The cells in my body. The universe. And me somewhere in between, one single person who can never be replaced.</p><p><br></p><p>You don't have to follow along. Let the words pass.</p><p><br></p><p>Sleep Tight!</p><p><br></p><p><em>From the archive, first heard in June 2024.</em></p>","author_name":"Kirinaja"}