{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/637edd2f571c7c0011b83a32/6a4da82742872185cc078f17?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"Hayden Paddon on the Monte Carlo Tragedy, Panic Attacks, and an Unlikely WRC Comeback","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/637edd2f571c7c0011b83a32/1783483444597-e9fcfa74-b0d3-409f-9c97-c3eca61f43a6.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p>This episode has been brought to you by the legends at Odoo.</p><p>Try Odoo free for 15 days with no credit card required at <a href=\"https://www.odoo.com/r/xiz\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">https://www.odoo.com/r/xiz</a></p><p>Odoo. All your business, on one platform.</p><p>***</p><p>My guest today is Hayden Paddon- one of New Zealand’s greatest ever motorsport athletes. </p><p>Hayden is a World Rally Championship winner, a seven-time New Zealand rally champion, a two-time European rally champion, and the first person from the Southern Hemisphere to ever win a WRC event.</p><p>But this conversation is much more than just about driving cars at ridiculous speeds on gravel road.</p><p>Hayden joined me fresh off a World Rally Championship podium finish in Croatia - something even he didn’t expect after eight years away from the top level of the sport. </p><p><br></p><p>Hayden is incredibly open in this conversation. </p><p>He talks about being bullied, struggling with his weight as a kid, his parents’ separation, depression as a teenager, anxiety, his complicated relationship with confidence, and the fact that he is driven more by fear of failure than by success.</p><p><br></p><p>We also talk in depth about the 2017 Monte Carlo crash where a spectator lost his life. </p><p>Hayden explains what happened, how it affected him, and what it was like returning to Monte Carlo this year for the first time since that accident - including panic attacks, sleepless nights, and having to face the one place he had tried to avoid for eight years.</p><p><br></p><p>This is a motorsports conversation.&nbsp;But it is also a conversation about life. About loyalty. About grief. About resilience. About the cost of chasing one dream for your entire life.</p><p><br></p><p>This is the first time we met, and I found Hayden to be entirely honest, thoughtful, vulnerable and very, very Kiwi.</p>","author_name":"Dom Harvey"}