{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/5def3e20a636582b5a7565d1/5e9f437992b204f02ac0b4b8?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"Foundations: What is Pillars and Who the Hell is Jordan Yedermann?","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/5def3e20a636582b5a7565d1/1591349535448-a23f737dd60ab20874546bee47ae8946.jpeg?height=200","description":"<h2><span class=\"ql-font-serif\">\"Rock bottom is not a sexual position, and I found that out the hard way.\"</span></h2><h2><br></h2><p><span class=\"ql-font-serif\">Growing up in a small countryside town may sound idyllic, but being the only Queer kid in the middle of nowhere was confusing and I felt completely out of place. For years I searched for a magic resolve or a miracle opportunity to ‘cure’ my Gayness, transform my life and save me from myself. I didn’t know that I didn’t need it and that I was fine as I was. I never thought to look to myself as a source of empowerment.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span class=\"ql-font-serif\">Homeless and lonely, with no-one to blame was the biggest wake up call; a true example of my toughest challenges becoming the foundations of some my proudest moments. Do I have my shit together? Not entirely, but reflecting on my personal growth over the last few years is encouraging and the process has been enlightening.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span class=\"ql-font-serif\">I don’t have all the answers, but I started a podcast to meet inspiring people and try and find a lot more of them.</span></p>","author_name":"Jordan Yedermann"}