{"version":"1.0","type":"rich","provider_name":"Acast","provider_url":"https://acast.com","height":250,"width":700,"html":"<iframe src=\"https://embed.acast.com/$/12b4d2fc-3ee7-594b-b9b5-af771493dbf4/632a4a8442fadb0014624a30?\" frameBorder=\"0\" width=\"700\" height=\"250\"></iframe>","title":"Ep. 109 - Addicted to Recovery (with Tara Boyce) ","thumbnail_width":200,"thumbnail_height":200,"thumbnail_url":"https://open-images.acast.com/shows/614d9b91772a0684e1615907/1663714850370-5839666c92d350e364202a70bc3a158e.jpeg?height=200","description":"<p>In this episode I speak with host of the podcast “Addicted to Recovery” Tara Boyce.&nbsp; Tara tells us about her journey with alcoholism being in and out of rehab 12 times.&nbsp; She talks about the differences every time she goes into rehab.&nbsp; She talks about how rehab met her needs of connectedness, purpose, structure and how she struggled to meet those needs in her life.</p><p><br></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Tara tells us about how alcohol calmed down her anxiety and feelings of inadequacy.&nbsp; She talks about how drinking just created the negative feedback loop that makes your anxieties worse.&nbsp; She tells us about the persona she has when drinking and how the longer she was drinking the further separated she got from her sober self.&nbsp;&nbsp;</p><p><br></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Tara tells us about the spirituality in the 12 steps program and how it didn’t connect well with her.&nbsp; She tells us the importance of spirituality in recovery and how she had to find a spirituality that worked with her beliefs.&nbsp; She tells us how she found secular ways of finding meaning and purpose in her life without religion or dogma which she couldn’t get on board with.</p><p><br></p><p>https://www.buymeacoffee.com/recovery</p>","author_name":"Comedy Here Often? Podcast Network"}