Amma Brown Girl

WHAT DO YOU MEAN S2 IS COMPLETE? 😨 I started the series on a rooftop in Vietnam with no idea on how to edit on premiere pro or use wireless mike. We went from blocking my mother, to now being besties, season 2 was heavily based on the roller-coaster relationship I’ve had with my parents.  From young I always thought I’d be ostracised, so having them in my life came as a pleasant surprise. With 1001 boundaries, difficult conversations, accountability, forgiveness and patience that I don’t know how I managed to have, I somehow made it out the other side.  Season 2 was hard to complete if I’m honest, I’ve had a busy summer with lots of exciting things happening in the background, but it’s got me super burnt out, and with fun-employment starting to feel like full time employment, dare I say I NEED A BREAK.  As an Indian, my dictionary doesn’t include taking breaks, but I know It will do me good.  I’ll be back soon with season 3, lots more to learn, lots more to create, I pray this works out and for my podcast to help anyone who needs it.  MWAH X 🩷

STAR SIGNS 101 🔮 If I ever told you I’m not that into star signs, that’s a big fat lie, I hate to admit it but I’m a sucker for astrology. 🧿 Today’s episode is all about why I do and don’t like certain star signs, traits, mini story times and just a whole lot of opinions. 🙂‍↕️ Stick it on in the background, let me know what you think, ENJOY! ❤️

Recently my sister had a big fat desi wedding, and it had me thinking about what I want when I get married.I’ve talked a lot about the pressures of marriage, but no one talks about the pressures of having a big wedding, especially desi weddings.Catch me at the town hall in a red lehenga, 1 witness and a mocktail. ENJOY X 

A year older and wiser, it was my birthday! I say I’ve turned 6 since it’s a nice way to give myself grace as life for me felt like a fresh restart at 20, so 6 years later with tons more experience I wanted to share 6 pieces of advice and lessons that have helped shape who I am. I hope this helps ! Mwah x 

Today’s episode was close to my heart. I recently read my first ever fiction book called baby does a runner, by Anita Rani and it really stuck with me. The book covered the partition of India and Pakistan in 1947 which was one of the greatest mass migrations in history where the horrific effects are felt even today. It’s no surprise that history repeats itself and the violence taking place across the earth is heartbreaking. Free Palestine. Through reading this book, I was able to uncover my own family secrets and stories, it pushed me to question my parents about the partition and how it affected their parents, and I believe conversations as such should be happened more often. Have a listen and feel free share to share your stories, my dms are always open! 

GURRRLLLL WE AT EP 20 WHATTTTTTT??? Something about reaching EP 20 feels like a milestone, maybe It’s the relatability of being in my mid 20’s and crashing out on the weekly, or maybe because I know the end of season 2 is fast approaching. On that note, speaking up in difficult conversations is an episode I must cover, it’s only right when I’ve got tons of experience with it. Does that mean I’m an expert? Far from it. You can always expect conflict but it’s how you handle it; what you say, the way you say it, the emotional safety, confidence in your ability to trust yourself, boundaries, grace. The list goes on. Since I recently had a few situations myself with difficult conversations and wishing I had spoken up sooner, it felt right to share. I hope you are able to relate or learn something from today’s episode, feel free to share your own experiences, my dm’s are open! Have a great week ahead of you, Enjoy ! 

Been home with my parents for the last 2 weeks since my wisdom teeth removal and wow, it’s been a journey. After nearly 7 years of living solo, I’m so used to my independence and my space. Living in a family home? Not quite my vibe x 🙂 Navigating the energy of a broken home, boundary setting, and changing relationships with my parents has been real. It’s complicated, but also a reminder that your space and peace matter. You don’t owe anyone guilt for prioritising your mental health and boundaries. 🫶🏼 Tune in and enjoy!!! 🩷

Happy pride month peeps!  On this week’s episode I talk about the queer community; how I could really do with more queer friends, the Indian culture recognising third genders through history, how we still have a long way to go, and even a little about how I’m doing as a queer desi girly after coming out.  I hope you enjoy today’s episode as much as I enjoyed creating it, stick it on in the background, and let me know what you think!  Sending all my queer peeps love and extra kisses for my trans queens! ENJOY! 🩷   

Lavender marriage this lavender marriage that, I’ve lost count of how many times I said lavender marriage, but I can sure tell you this style of marriage is back. To the girlies showing off their cute hot gay husbands, to Hollywood stars concealing their sexuality to avoid scandal, this form of marriage has caused a stir. On today’s episode I talk about the future of lavender marriages, whether if my aunties would take it up as an option to get rid of their husbands who clearly hate them (closeted), if I would consider marrying a gay man for acceptance, and how lavender marriages could be the future. Hopefully you don’t get sick of me saying the term lavender marriage on today’s episode, but I promise you it short and snappy, thought provoking and might make you question your uncle’s sexuality. Let me know hahaha x ENJOY!