All That And Mo


How it Went

Ep. 47

Today I'm sharing my personal reflections on my recent one-woman show, Hyena, and my journey towards self-love and acceptance. It's been almost a decade since I first started performing this piece, and I'm excited to share with you the amazing experience I had performing at the Institute of Contemporary Art in Boston and the diverse audience that attended. I'll also be discussing my struggles with self-worth and how performing this show has helped me in my journey towards acceptance of myself.

During the episode, I'll be sharing some personal stories and reflections that may make you cringe or feel uncomfortable. But trust me, I see you out there. I know the feeling of loneliness even when surrounded by people, and the struggle to feel worthy of love and acceptance. I've had to confront these feelings head-on, and I'm excited to share with you how performing has helped me on this journey. So, join me for this heartfelt and honest conversation about self-love, acceptance, and the power of storytelling.


Thank you so much to my loyal Patrons who make this show possible!


Liz Scott

Terri LahmonJ Starr

Anna T Biddle

Christopher Brown

Amy Willaert

James R Potyraj

Marshall Flax

Haddayr Copley-Woods

Scott J

Marty Wilder

Meg Baca

JP Robichaud

aeric meredith-goujon


Sara Leiste


The Adipositivity Project

Kathleen Melch


DK Green (aka DK Leather)

Stephanie Shernicoff

WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

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