It's been weeks since I wrote that post about my mother not coming to see the opera my son-in-law wrote for me in Europe. I had offered to buy her a business class ticket with anti-anxiety medication, but never got a response. Reflecting on this made me think about other issues with my family. In our family, it's become expected that I don't share my feelings with others.&nbsp; I'm still angry and sad about it, but I'm now choosing to let go of those feelings and find peace.&nbsp; I've come to realize that family is not just about who birthed who, it's about who celebrates who. I encourage you to find your people who will see and celebrate you for who you are.&nbsp; I'm sending you love and wishing that you will be seen and cherished for who you are. Happy New Year.

So, just like any grown-ass adult who struggles with insomnia, I turn to medical marijuana to knock me out. And boy, do those little gummies do the trick! I usually pop them an hour before bed and chill until they kick in. But one day, I made the mistake of recording an episode after taking the gummies, but before they hit me like a ton of bricks. Bad move, folks. Because when they finally did kick in, it was like a psychedelic tsunami had hit my brain. I was too high to talk, let alone put together a coherent podcast episode.I thought about scrapping the whole thing, but then I had an idea. Why not give my patrons a little taste of the madness? So, if you want to hear what it sounds like when a podcast host loses all ability to communicate, become a patron and check it out for yourself (but here's a taste for all of you) And who knows? If people dig it, maybe I'll make a whole series of episodes where I let the gummies take over. Think of it as a wild ride with your favorite stoner podcaster. You never know what you're gonna get, but hey, that's half the fun, right?

BONUS: The Lost Episode (Full Episode on Patreon)

This is part two of a two part conversation! Part 2 went live a week ago for my lovely Patrons, for their support! *** SUPERSTAR MOFOS:Liz ScottTerri Lahmon J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

Jack in the Cult (Pt. 2) - Released Early For Patrons!

In this two part story, my friend Jack, filmmaker and college film professor, shares his experience of being unexpectedly asked to direct the live broadcast of an event featuring the Dalai Lama, with a twist—the event is put on by the infamous NXIVM cult (yes, THAT one). On top of that, Jack finds himself in a trailer filled with millions of dollars' worth of equipment and no technical director. Undeterred, he teaches himself how to operate the equipment and directs the broadcast anyway—all the while NXIVM is lurking in the distance. This is part 1 of a two part conversation! Part 2 is already live for my Patrons—so if you can't wait for next week, head on over to my <a href="https://open.acast.com/public/patreon/fanSubscribe/2869793" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Patreon</a> and hear it today! (The rest of y'all will have to wait. 😉) *** SUPERSTAR MOFOS:Liz ScottTerri Lahmon J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

Jack in the Cult (Pt. 1)

Back in the 90s, I didn't understand the hype around Pokemon. I just never got into it for whatever reason. But in 2016, while I was traveling in Europe, I saw clusters of people on their phones, all playing Pokemon GO. I was curious, so I downloaded the game and asked some friendly kids to show me how to play. From then I was hooked, going as far as hiking in the woods at night to catch rare Pokemon. 😅 In this episode, you'll hear all about some incredible nature encounters, and how the game can even help make family bonds stronger—all through the magic of Pokemon GO! *** My Pokemon GO Friend Code: 2688 6849 9578 (FrauMollena) *** SUPERSTAR MOFOS:Liz ScottTerri Lahmon J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

Pokemon GoGo Girl!

Today I'm sharing my personal reflections on my recent one-woman show, Hyena, and my journey towards self-love and acceptance. It's been almost a decade since I first started performing this piece, and I'm excited to share with you the amazing experience I had performing at the Institute of Contemporary Art in Boston and the diverse audience that attended. I'll also be discussing my struggles with self-worth and how performing this show has helped me in my journey towards acceptance of myself. During the episode, I'll be sharing some personal stories and reflections that may make you cringe or feel uncomfortable. But trust me, I see you out there. I know the feeling of loneliness even when surrounded by people, and the struggle to feel worthy of love and acceptance. I've had to confront these feelings head-on, and I'm excited to share with you how performing has helped me on this journey. So, join me for this heartfelt and honest conversation about self-love, acceptance, and the power of storytelling. *** Thank you so much to my loyal Patrons who make this show possible! SUPERSTAR MOFO:Liz ScottTerri LahmonJ StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

How it Went

This week, I sat down with my beloved Spousemeister Georg Friedrich Haas to have a candid conversation about what it means to live an authentic life and find happiness in the process. We dove deep into how societal messaging can shape our sense of self-worth and the importance of recognizing the privileges we carry in life (sound complex? It is. And of course, I couldn't resist mentioning my one-woman show, Hyena. I'm beyond thrilled to see so many people from all different parts of my life come out to support me, and it's humbling to realize just how many people have played a part in my journey to this point.The show itself touches on some pretty heavy themes - trauma, healing, resilience—we talk about those things, and why it's so nerve-racking to have that all on display. *** Thank you so much to my loyal Patrons who make this show possible! SUPERSTAR MOFO:Liz Scott PATRONS:J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

Bubbles in Bahston

When I first got involved in the kink, leather, and BDSM scene, I thought it was going to be a non-stop sex party. But I quickly realized that it was not entirely true—and that it might just not be for me. As an actress and performer since childhood, I found it challenging to separate an audience from people watching me from a performative mindset. This made me realize that sex parties were not my kink. Join me as I debunk the myth of sex parties in the kink and BDSM scene, what the public scene is designed for and my usual smattering of stories. *** Thank you so much to my loyal Patrons who make this show possible! SUPERSTAR MOFO:Liz Scott PATRONS:J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

Why I Hate Sex Parties.

Stage fright is one thing. Performing someone else's art is one thing. But what about performing something so personal, so raw, that someone watching is looking into your very soul? That's what I experience when I perform my solo show "Hyena". On today's episode, I talk about what it's like, about being an alcoholic in recovery (and an alcoholic of color at that), the story of when my beloved Spousemeister first heard my story, and other tales. *** Thank you so much to my loyal Patrons who make this show possible! SUPERSTAR MOFO:Liz Scott PATRONS:J StarrAnna T BiddleChristopher BrownAmy WillaertJames R PotyrajMarshall FlaxHaddayr Copley-WoodsScott JMarty WilderMeg BacaJP Robichaudaeric meredith-goujonKillerB1973Sara LeisteEstherThe Adipositivity ProjectKathleen MelchAndreaDK Green (aka DK Leather)Stephanie Shernicoff WELCOME N00b: Joanna Spencer!

PerFOrmANcE aNXieTy

In this episode, I decided to answer three of the questions and explains what it takes to make her feel safe in my relationship. I also share a hilarious fuck up as a submissive when I was new to the BDSM scene, and dive into how I managed (in the past) polyamorous relationships. Plus, I talks about the tasks I had to do as a submissive, and how she learned to appreciate them. Tune in to hear all the details of my journey as a submissive—and how I learned to be respected! <blockquote>Shout out to my current Patrons—you are making this shit happen! <a href="https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&amp;redir_token=QUFFLUhqbjcwZ0VaVWVwRUR0cmhpSWwwd2xBbmF4aWRBUXxBQ3Jtc0ttZlVwMGJsbVJyUmgwVTh2eGpCWkhmT1ZFb0NOYVdsSnFsdHNkQkxyZ1JzeEJWY1RXNzVQX0UtaU92TUcxcktqZkpMNmFjeDA3QVFiclR5RnRGNl8xNUxhd2JBN0o4elpycUZWTUZ0U1RjZENiZjk2UQ&amp;q=https%3A%2F%2Fopen.acast.com%2Fpublic%2Fpatreon%2FfanSubscribe%2F2869793%26nbsp%3B%28and&amp;v=vyJVMFQxPIM" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Click here if you'd like to join the crew.</a></blockquote>

Berlin T or D Q & A!

Mrs. Mollena Lee Williams-Haas Explains It All For You

<h2>Multihyphenate Wonder <a href="http://Mollena.com" rel="noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Mollena</a> Lee Williams-Haas IS...a Storyteller-Writer-Performer-Actor-Muse-Educator-Activist-Revolutionary Kink Expert. Among other things. Join her for true stories and real advice blended into a mocktail (no booze please, we're sober) of frothy fun and serious shite. </h2>

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